Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 2 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 2 (of 3)
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It was symptomatic that there had been some time ago a split among the
chapel people, with which Oliver Constable was mixed up. In general
these splits were tokens of a disease peculiar to dissenting bodies, in
which nobody outside dreamt of taking any interest. For that matter,
nobody was likely to hear of the divisions unless from servants and
tradespeople. But for Oliver Constable, who ought to have been the
chief pillar of the chapel, to be in bad odour with the members was too
ominous to be passed over. Here was the end of foolish aspirations,
of eccentricity, and not doing at Rome as the Romans did, but aiming
at being hero or saint or a mixture of both. So Apollo and Caliban by
turns had merged into Vulcan, who had been stealing very vulgar and
unhallowed fire indeed when he met his fit punishment. Mrs. Hilliard
was sorry for Fan—yes, she could spare sincere pity for Fan Constable
at last.
Mrs. Hilliard told her tale with a curious mixture of regret
and annoyance—since she had chosen to count kindred with the
Constables—and of lurking satisfaction, because what she had said
of Oliver’s high faluting, what she had prophesied as sure to follow
transcendental ambition, had been borne out. She had called Oliver half
Apollo half Caliban, she herself was half a good-natured woman, half a
mocking-cynic.
Mrs. Hilliard was stopped by Catherine. The cold statue became
strangely warm, and instinct with life and emotion—red hot, actually
gasping for breath in her indignation. ‘I wonder at you, Louisa,’
panted Catherine, ‘to listen to such wicked slander, to give
credence to it for a moment, to put yourself on an equality with its
fabricators, helping in its circulation. Oliver Constable is a good
man, true as steel, pure as honesty itself, kind as a brother, though
he may waste his fine qualities. I will pledge myself for his perfect
innocence of anything so despicable and loathsome as hypocrisy—even if
he were weak enough to be vicious and not as he is, too strong in his
virtue to care for appearances.’
‘He does not lack an enthusiastic champion,’ observed Mrs. Hilliard,
letting the corners of her mouth droop. ‘Take care, my dear, you
are not infallible in your convictions any more than the gentleman
is in his conduct. The passion for being _outré_ seems infectious.
Ah! blessed are they who expect nothing, for they shall not be
disappointed. I have not been so wise as to be without expectation,
though I have had my misgivings. Now I must confess, in spite of your
looking daggers at me, I am disappointed in Oliver Constable. The
sequel threatens to exceed so tremendously what I bargained for. I
only anticipated a ludicrous collapse; I did not go in for a dismal
wreck—at which I shall not be able to laugh, therefore you need not
be angry with me,’ complained Mrs. Hilliard with a half-comical air of
injury.