Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)
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Even some of the townspeople who had only noticed and inveighed against
the girl as an exceedingly vulgar, pert, giddy creature, experienced an
uncomfortable conviction that her opportunities of learning to become
more civilised, modest, and steady had been limited, and, such as
they were, might have been a good deal counteracted by the old feuds
and jealousies between classes. At the same time the blithe ring of
her voice as it had floated accidentally to them, the light fall of
her footstep when she had passed them, lingered in the ears of these
judges, and smote them with the realisation of how young this ’Mily
Polley must have been, when her detractors had not thought it beneath
their superior age, rank, and refinement, to enlarge on her sins
against good taste. ’Mily had her revenge in this fact, that whereas
she and her set had been heartily despised, sharply ridiculed, and
religiously shunned by those more gently bred ladies of Friarton, who
held it as a pious duty to work for, bear with, instruct and assist the
laziest and most reckless of the poor in the town, very few could now
afford to scorn ’Mily. All except the smallest and grossest minds saw
that the solemnity of death, even without its tragedy—as in ’Mily’s
piteous case—invested the girl with a simple dignity in her grave. But
it was a pity that not more men and women had possessed the larger,
gentler eyes to recognise that the sacredness of life had also bestowed
on her worth and importance—even while she still bounced about her
mother’s shop, and flounced along the streets.
Remorse, in its slightest manifestation of doubt and discontent with
one’s self, is not an agreeable sensation, therefore the townspeople of
Friarton, who, like the rest of the world, greatly preferred to feel at
ease in their own minds, if not gently titillated with a consciousness
of having done their best in the matters of justice and mercy, began
to look around them in order to discover any loophole of escape from
the painful impression that they had been hard and contemptuous to
’Mily Polley and perhaps hounded her on—for girls are sensitive as well
as perverse—to her undoing. They were remarkably successful in their
search. For one man had, as it were, redeemed the humane character of
Friarton. Oliver Constable had paid respect to the girl from the first,
and shown her mercy to the last. He had acted as the representative
of her neighbours, and so removed, in a great measure, the lurking
self-reproach from their consciences. And it was the same Oliver who
had gone in for nursing old Dadd’s son, and pulled him through his
fever.