We may note progress in the friendship of this secret disciple. During
the two years since he first came to Jesus by night the seed dropped
into his heart that night had been growing silently. Nicodemus was not
yet ready to come out boldly as a disciple of Jesus; but he proved
himself the friend of Jesus, even by the few words he spoke in the
council when it required firm courage to speak at all. "He who at the
first could come to Jesus only by night, now stands by him in open day,
and in the face of the most formidable opposition, before which the
courage of the strongest might have quailed."
It is beautiful to see young Christians, as the days pass, growing more
and more confident and heroic in their confession of Christ. At first
they are shy, retiring, timid, and disposed to shrink from public
revealing of themselves. But if, as they receive more of the Spirit of
God in their heart, they grow more courageous in speaking for Christ
and in showing their colors, they prove that they are true disciples,
learners, growing in grace.
The only other mention of Nicodemus is some months after the heroic
word spoken in the council. What has been going on in his experience,
meanwhile, we do not know. There is no evidence that he has yet
declared himself a follower of Jesus. He is still a secret disciple.
But the hidden life in his heart has still been growing.
One day a terrible thing happened. Jesus was crucified. In their
fright and panic all his friends at first forsook him, some of them,
however, gathering back, with broken hearts, and standing about his
cross. But never was there a more hopeless company of men in this
world than the disciples of Jesus that Good Friday, when their Master
hung upon the cross. They did not understand the meaning of the cross
as we do to-day,--they thought it meant defeat for all the hopes they
had cherished. They stood round the cross in the despair of hopeless
grief.
They were also powerless to do anything to show their love, or to honor
the body of their Friend. They were poor and unknown men, without
influence. None of them had a grave in which the body could be laid.
Nor had they power to get leave to take the body away; it required a
name of influence to get this permission. Their love was equal to
anything, but they were helpless. In the dishonor of that day all the
friends of Jesus shared.
What could be done? Soon the three bodies on the crosses would be
taken down by rude hands of heartless men, and cast into the Potter's
Field in an indistinguishable heap.