As they walked she laughed and talked with the girls, responding
excitedly to all that was said. They walked along a broad and almost
empty boulevard in two rows of four and five abreast, with Mademoiselle
and Judy bringing up the rear. The talk was general and there was much
laughter. It was the kind of interchange that arose when they were all
together and there was anything "in the air," the kind that Miriam most
disliked. She joined in it feverishly. It's perfectly natural that they
should all be excited about the holidays she told herself, stifling her
thoughts. But it must not go too far. They wanted to be jolly.... If I
could be jolly too they would like me. I must not be a wet blanket....
Mademoiselle's voice was not heard. Miriam felt that the steering of the
conversation might fall to anyone. Mademoiselle was extinguished. She
must exert her influence. Presently she forgot Mademoiselle's presence
altogether. They were all walking along very quickly.... If she _were_
going to Norderney with the English girls she must be on easy terms with
them.
"Ah, ha!" somebody was saying.
"Oh--ho!" said Miriam in response.
"Ih--hi!" came another voice.
"Tre-la-la," trilled Bertha Martin gently.
"You mean Turrah-lahee-tee," said Miriam.
"Good for you, Hendy," blared Gertrude, in a swinging middle tone.
"Chalk it up. Chalk it up, children," giggled Jimmie.
Millie looked pensively about her with vague disapproval. Her eyebrows
were up. It seemed as if anything might happen; as if at any moment they
might all begin running in different directions.
"_Cave_, my dear brats, be artig," came Bertha's cool even tones.
"Ah! we are observed."
"No, we are not observed. The observer observeth not."
Miriam saw her companions looking across the boulevard.
Following their eyes she found the figure of Pastor Lahmann walking
swiftly bag in hand in the direction of an opening into a side street.
"Ah!" she cried gaily. "Voilà Monsieur; courrez, Mademoiselle!"
At once she felt that it was cruel to draw attention to Mademoiselle
when she was dumpy and upset.
"What a fool I am," she moaned in her mind. "Why can't I say the right
thing?"
"Ce n'est pas moi," said Mademoiselle, "qui fait les avances."
The group walked on for a moment or two in silence. Bertha Martin was
swinging her left foot out across the curb with each step, giving her
right heel a little twirl to keep her balance.
"You are very clever Bair-ta," said Mademoiselle, still in French, "but
you will never make a prima ballerina."
"Hulloh!" breathed Jimmie, "she's perking up."
"Isn't she," said Miriam, feeling that she was throwing away the last
shred of her dignity.
"What was the matter?" she continued, trying to escape from her
confusion.