The little German garden was disappearing from Miriam's eyes.... It was
cruel, cruel that she was not going to wear her blouses at home, at the
tennis-club ... with Harriett.... It was all beginning again, after
all--the spring and tennis and presently boating--things were going on
... the smash had not come ... why had she not stayed ... just one more
spring? ... how silly and hurried she had been, and there at home in the
garden lilac was quietly coming out and syringa and guelder roses and
May and laburnum and ... everything ... and she had run away, proud of
herself, despising them all, and had turned herself into Miss Henderson,
... and no one would ever know who she was.... Perhaps the blouses would
make a difference--it must be extraordinary to have blouses....
Slommucky ... untidy and slommucky Lilla's mother had called them ...
and perhaps they would not fit her....
One of the voices rose to a sawing like the shrill whir of wood being
cut by machinery.... A derisive laugh broke into the strange sound. It
was Fräulein Pfaff's laughter and was followed by her voice thinner and
shriller and higher than the other. Miriam listened. What could be going
on? ... both voices were almost screaming ... together ... one against
the other ... it was like mad women.... A door broke open on a shriek.
Miriam bounded to the schoolroom door and opened it in time to see Anna
lurch, shouting and screaming, part way down the basement stairs. She
turned, leaning with her back against the wall, her eyes half-closed,
sawing with fists in the direction of Fräulein, who stood laughing in
her doorway. After one glance Miriam recoiled. They had not seen her.
"Ja," screamed Fräulein--"Sie können ihre paar Groschen haben!--Ihre
paar Groschen! Ihre paar Groschen!" and then the two voices shrieked
incoherently together until Fräulein's door slammed to and Anna's voice,
shouting and swearing, died away towards the basement.
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Miriam had crept back to the schoolroom window. She stood shivering,
trying to forget the taunting words, and the cruel laughter. "You can
have your ha'pence!" Poor Anna. Her poor wages. Her bony face....
Gertrude looked in.
"I say, Henderson, come on down and help me pack up lunch. We're all
going to Hoddenheim for the day, the whole family, come on."
"For the day?"
"The day, ja. Lily's restless."
Miriam stood looking at her laughing face and listening to her hoarse,
whispering voice. Gertrude turned and went downstairs.
Miriam followed her, cold and sick and shivering, and presently glad to
be her assistant as she bustled about the empty kitchen.
Upstairs the other girls were getting ready for the outing.
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