Coming up the basement stairs in response to the tea-gong, Miriam
thought there were visitors in the hall and hesitated; then there was
Pastor Lahmann's profile disappearing towards the door and Fräulein
patting and dismissing two of his boys. His face looked white and clear
and firm and undisturbed, Miriam wanted to arrest him and ask him
something--what he thought of the weather--he looked so different from
her memory of him in the saal two Saturdays ago--two weeks--four classes
she must have missed. Why? Why was she missing Pastor Lahmann's classes?
How had it happened? Perhaps she would see him in class again. Perhaps
next week....
The other visitors proved to be the Bergmanns in new dresses. Miriam
gazed at Clara as she went down the schoolroom to her corner of the
table. She looked like ... a hostess. It seemed absurd to see her sit
down to tea as a schoolgirl. The dress was a fine black muslin stamped
all over with tiny fish-shaped patches of mauve. It was cut to the base
of the neck and came to a point in front where the soft white ruching
was fastened with a large cameo brooch. Clara's pallid worried face had
grown more placid during the hot inactive days, and to-day her hard
mouth looked patient and determined and responsible. She seemed quite
independent of her surroundings. Miriam found herself again and again
consulting her calm face. Her presence haunted Miriam throughout
tea-time. Emma was sweet, pink and bright after her rest in a bright
light brown muslin dress dotted with white spots....
Funny German dresses, thought Miriam, funny ... and old. Her mind
hovered and wondered over these German dresses--did she like them or
not--something about them--she glanced at Elsa, sitting opposite in the
dull faint electric blue with black lace sleeves she had worn since the
warm weather set in. Even Ulrica, thin and straight now ... like a pole
... in a tight flat dress of saffron muslin sprigged with brown leaves,
seemed to be included in something that made all these German dresses
utterly different from anything the English girls could have worn. What
was it? It was crowned by the Bergmanns' dresses. It had begun in a
summer dress of Minna's, black with a tiny sky-blue spot and a heavy
ruche round the hem. She thought she liked it. It seemed to set the full
tide of summer round the table more than the things of the English
girls--and yet the dresses were ugly--and the English girls' dresses
were not that ... they were nothing ... plain cottons and zephyrs with
lace tuckers--no ruches. It was something ... somehow in the ruches--the
ruches and the little peaks of neck.