The surrounding scene that had gradually faded, leaving her eyes
searching in the past for the prospect she could never quite recall,
shone forth again.
"I've got to do a review."
"What's the book?"
"When you are in France, does a French river look different to you;
_French_?"
"No, Miriam. It--doesn't look different."
He glanced for a moment shaggily from point to point of the sunlit scene
and sat companionably down, turned towards her with a smile at her
discomfiture. "What's the book, Miriam? It's jolly down here. We'll have
some chairs. Yes? You can't write on a bench."
He was gone. Meaning to come back. In the midst of the morning; in the
midst of his preoccupations sociably at leisure. She felt herself sink
into indifference. The unique opportunity was offering itself in vain.
He came back just as she had begun to imagine him caught, up at the
house, by a change of impulse. Or perhaps an unexpected guest.
"What's the review?"
"The House of Lords."
"Read it?"
"I can't. It's all post hoc."
"Then you've read it."
"I haven't read it. I've only sniffed the first page."
"That's enough. Glance at the conclusion. Get your statement, three
points; that'll run you through a thousand words. Look here--shall I
write it for you?"
"I've got _fifty_ ideas," she said beginning to write.
"That's too many, Miriam. That's the trouble with you. You've got too
many ideas. You're messing up your mind, quite a good mind, with too
swift a succession of ideas." She wrote busily on, drinking in his
elaboration of his view of the state of her mind. "H'm," he concluded,
stopping suddenly; but she read in the sound no intention of breaking
away because she had nothing to say to him. He was watching, in some way
interested. He sat back in his chair; sympathetically withheld. Actually
deferring to her work....
She tore off the finished page and transfixed it on the grass with a
hatpin. Her pencil flew. The statement was finished and leading to
another. Perhaps he was right about three ideas. A good shape. The last
must come from the book. She would have to consult it. No. It should be
left till later. Her second page joined the first. It was incredible
that he should be sitting there inactive, obliterated by her work.
She tore off the third sheet and dropped her pencil on the grass.
"Finished? Three sheets in less than twenty minutes. How do you do it,
Miriam?"
"It'll do. But I shall have to copy it. I've resisted the temptation to
say what _I_ think about the House of Curmudgeons. Trace it back to the
First Curmudgeon. Yet it seems somehow wrong to write in the air, so
_currently_. The first time I did a review, of a bad little book on
Whitman, I spent a fortnight of evenings reading."
"You began at the Creation. Said everything you had to say about the
history of mankind."
"I went nearly mad with responsibility and the awfulness of discovering
the way words express almost nothing at all."