And all the time, all over the western world, life growing more
monstrous. The human head growing bigger and bigger. A single scientific
fact, threatening humanity. Hypo's _amused_ answer to the claims of the
feminists. The idea of having infants scooped out early on, and
artificially reared. Insane. Science rushing on, more and more clear and
mechanical.... "Life becomes more and more a series of surgical
operations." How _can_ men contemplate the increasing awfulness of life
for women and yet wish it to go on? The awfulness they have created by
swaddling women up; regarding them as instruments of pleasure. Liking
their cooking. _Stereotyping_ in their fixed mechanical men's way a
standard of deadly cooking that is destroying everybody, teeth first.
And they call themselves creators.... Knickers or gym skirts. A free
stride from the hips, weight forward on toes pointing straight, like
Orientals. Squatting, like a savage, keeping the pelvis ventilated and
elastic instead of sitting, knees politely together, stuffy and
compressed and unventilated. All the rules of ladylike deportment ruin
the pelvis.... Ladies are awful. Deportment and a rigid overheated
pelvis. In the kitchen they have to skin rabbits and disembowel fowls.
Otherwise no keep. Polite small mouthfuls of squashy food and pyorrhoea.
Good middleaged church people always suggest stuffy bodies and
pyorrhoea. Somewhere in the east people can be divorced for flatulence.
But the cranks are so uncultured; cut off from books and the past.
Martyrs braving ridicule? The salt of the earth, making here and there a
new world, unseen? Their children will not be cranks....
A rose fell at her feet flung in through the window.
"Come out and play!"
* * * * *
This is joy. To stand back from the court, fall slack, losing sight of
the scatter of watching people round the lawn. Nothing but the clasp of
the cool air and the firm little weight of the rough-coated ball in a
slack hand. The loose-limbed plunge forward to toe the line. One
measuring glance and the whole body a taut projectile driving the ball
barely clear of the net, to swish furrowing along the ground.