Miriam turned to her in wrath, feeling an opportunity. Here, for all her
revolutionary opinions, was a representative of the talkative oblivious
world. She would confess to her that she dared not associate closely
with people because of the universal capacity for being bored, and the
_hurry_ everyone was in. Her anger began to change into interest as
words framed themselves in her mind.... But as she turned to speak she
was shocked by the pathos of the little cloaked figure; the beautifully
moulded, lovely disc of face, shining out clasped by the cap, above the
close black draperies, and withdrew her eyes to contemplate in silence
the individual life of this being; her moments of solitary dealing with
the detail of the day when she would be forced to think _things_; not
thoughts; and did not know how marvellous things were. That lonely one
was the person to approach, ignoring everything else. She would protest,
make some kind of defence; but if the ground could be held, they would
presently be together in a bright world. But there was not enough
_time_, between here and Hyde Park. Then later.
Behind, near or far, the two dry men were keeping their heads,
exchanging men's ready-made remarks....
"Est-ce qu'il y a en Angleterre le grand drame psychologique?"
What on earth did she mean?
"Oh yes; here and there," said Miriam firmly.
She sang over in her mind the duet of the contrasting voices as she
turned in panic to the region within her, that was entrenched against
England. Some light on the phrase would be there, if anywhere.... Shaw?
Were his things great psychological dramas?
"_Galumphing_ about like an _ele_phant." ... The sudden bright English
voice reverberated through her search.... Sudermann? She saw eager,
unconscious faces, well-off English people, seeing only their English
world, translating everything they saw into its language; strayed into
Oxford Street to remind her. She wanted to follow them, and go on
hearing, within the restricted jargon of their English voices, the
answer to questions they never dreamed of putting. The continentals put
questions and answered them by theories. These people answered
everything in person; and did not know it.
The open spaces of the Park allowed them to line up in a row, and for
some time they hovered on the outskirts of the crowd gathered nearest to
the gates. Michael, in Russian, was delightedly showing off his Hyde
Park crowds, obviously renewing his own first impression of these
numbers of people casually gathered together--looking for his friends to
show that they were impressed in the same way. They were impressed. They
stood side by side, looking small and wan; making little sounds of
appreciation, their two pairs of so different eyes wide upon the massed
people. He could not wait; interrupted their contemplation in his ironic
challenging way.