Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
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Almost at once after that, the stirring and breaking up; and those
glimpses, as people moved and turned towards each other, shaking hands,
of the faces of some of the women, bringing back the lost impression.
The inner life of the meeting was more fully with the women? It was they
who spread the pure, live atmosphere? But they were obviously related.
They had a household look, but not narrowly; none of the air of
isolation that spread from churchwomen; the look of being used up by men
and propping up a man's world with unacknowledged, or simply unpondered,
private reservations. Nor any of the jesting air of those women who
'make the best of things.' They looked enviably, deeply, richly alive,
on the very edge of the present, representing their faith in their own
persons, entirely self-centred and self-controlled; poised and serene
and withdrawn, yet not withholding. They had no protesting competing
eagerness, and none of the secret arrogance of churchwomen. Their
dignity was not dignified. Seen from behind they had none of the
absurdity of churchwomen, devoutly uppish about the status of an
institution which was a standing insult to their very existence.... It
was they, the shock of the relief, after the revealed weakness of the
men, of their perfect poise, their personality, so strong and intense
that it seemed to hold the power of reaching forth, impersonally, in any
thinkable direction, that had finally confirmed the impression that had
been so deep and that yet had not once come up into her thoughts since
the day it was made....
The poorest, least sincere type of Anglican priest had a something that
was lacking in Dr. Oldfield and the pink man. The absence of it had been
the most impressive part of seeing them talking together. He had
introduced Michael first. And the feeling of being affronted had quickly
changed to thankfulness at representing nothing in the eyes of the suave
little man. He had given only half his attention, not taking up the fact
that Michael was a Zionist; his eyes wandering about; the proprietary
eyes of a churchwarden....