Ruth Fielding of the Red Mill; Or, Jasper Parloe's Secret
John Stuart Mill · en
She heard Aunt Alvirah's halting step upon the stair and before the
old woman reached the top of the flight, Ruth plainly heard her
moaning to herself: "Oh, my back! and oh, my bones!" Thus groaning and
halting, Aunt Alvirah came to Ruth's door and pushed it open.
"Oh, deary, deary, me!" she whispered, limping into the room.
"Don't-ee cry no more, poor lamb. Old Aunt Alviry knows jest how it
hurts--she wishes she could bear it for ye! Now, now, my pretty
creetur--don't-ee take on so. Things will turn out all right yet.
Don't lose hope."
She had reached the bed ere this and had gathered the sobbing girl
into her arms. She sat upon the side of the bed and rocked Ruth to and
fro, with her arms about her. She did not say much more, but her
unspoken sympathy was wonderfully comforting.
Aunt Alvirah did not criticise Uncle Jabez's course. She never did.
But she gave Ruth in her sorrow all the sympathy of which her great
nature was capable. She seemed to understand just how the girl felt,
without a spoken word on her part. She did not seek to explain the
miller's reason for acting as he did. Perhaps she had less idea than
had Ruth why Jabez Potter should have taken such a violent dislike to
the Camerons.
For Ruth half believed that she held the key to that mystery. When she
came to think it over afterward she put what she had heard between the
two old men--Jabez and Parloe--down at the brook, with what had
occurred at the mill just before Tom Cameron had come in sight; and
putting these two incidents together and remembering that Jasper
Parloe had overheard Tom in his delirium accuse the miller of being
the cause of his injury, Ruth was pretty sure that in that combination
of circumstances was the true explanation of Uncle Jabez's cruel
decision.
Ruth was not the girl to lie on her bed and weep for long. She was
sensible enough to know very well that such a display of
disappointment and sorrow would not better the circumstances. While
she remained at the Red Mill she must obey Uncle Jabez, and his
decisions could not be controverted. She had never won a place near
enough to the miller's real nature to coax him, or to reason with him
regarding this gruff decision he had made. She had to make up her mind
that, unless something unexpected happened to change Uncle Jabez, she
was cut off from much future association with her dear chum, Helen
Cameron.
She got up in a little while, bathed her face and eyes, and kissed
Aunt Alvirah warmly.
"You are a dear!" she declared, hugging the little old woman. "Come! I
won't cry any more. I'll come down stairs with you, Auntie, and help
get dinner."
But Ruth could eat none herself. She did not feel as though she could
even sit at the table with Uncle Jabez that noon, and remained outside
while the miller ate. He never remarked upon her absence, or paid her
the least attention. Oh, how heartily Ruth wished now that she had
never come away from Darrowtown and had never seen the Red Mill.