Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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He looked to catch a glimpse of Vasti, the bayadere, at his side. She
was wrapped from head to heel in a murky red silk, like a
fire-illumined tissue of smoke. He exclaimed to himself that this was
no old woman, nor yet one young. There was too much lissome grace in
the sinuous figure, and too much unearthly wisdom in the dark
mysterious face.
An instant and she had disappeared like a spirit.
A little dazed he turned to follow his approved course, but stopped,
seeing that many humbler folk who had preceded him were halted and
driven away. The benefits of the grove were distinctly for those who
came with a following and in chariots. The cars of the rich were
constantly passing through the line of guards; the numbers were greatly
increasing, and presently became congested. The shouts of the
impatient waiting ones, the pawing of the horses and the calls of the
slaves running hither and thither, added uproar to the lines which
closed in around him, until finally he could go neither forward nor
backward.
While he turned this way and that for an avenue of escape, he found
that he stood beside a shell of a chariot, with Junia and Justin
Classicus seated within. Classicus was not given readily to seeing
people afoot, and Marsyas stepped hastily out of view. But the Roman
woman had already discovered him. He saw her speak to Classicus, and,
while he waited in resentment to be pointed out, Classicus leaped
lightly out of the car, and, forcing his way through a crush of slaves,
got up beside another, whom Marsyas saw to be Agrippa.
Then Junia leaned down to him.
"Come up; thou art safe," she said. "I will not betray thee. What was
it, reason or repentance that freed thee?" Her eyes sparkled and her
breath came and went quickly between her parted lips.
"An errand," he answered, "and the soldiers will not let me pass."
"An errand? Flora's errand? Nay, but thou art an Essene. Come up, I
say. The soldiers must pass thee if I bid them."
With thanks on his lips he stepped in beside her and was presently
driven without further interruption through the line of sentries, to
the circle of abandoned chariots within. There, alighting, the young
man found himself deftly thrust into the crowd by Junia to avoid
meeting the proconsul or Justin Classicus. She lost herself with him,
and entirely obscured from any he had ever seen before, they proceeded.
"I have delivered thee an evil charge," she said, and there was a note
of regret in her voice. "Yesterday and the day before they would have
been less objectionable, and seeing them hour by hour thou shouldst
have become gradually accustomed to their aberration. But suddenly
exposed to this night's work, thy soul will be covered with confusion."
Marsyas smiled awkwardly. The woman could not understand that nothing
short of the motive that had actuated him could have moved him to
follow Flora; neither did he wish her to rest under the self-blame that
she had urged him.