Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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"Silas and I daily come to him with fresh clothing, and abundant food:
he hath his own bedding and his daily bath. Through the influence of
the praetorian prefect, obtained at great price by Antonia, none is
permitted to pronounce Agrippa's name outside the camp, on pain of
extreme punishment--a clever pretense at abhorring a traitor which aims
only at his defense.
"Thy part is to quiet, within thy powers, any work in Alexandria which
may lead to Caesar's remembering Agrippa.
"I have closed the prince's residence, dispersed his slaves among the
families of his friends, and with Silas I am living under the roof of
Antonia, in whose care I am permitted to receive letters. The Lady
Junia is at Capri at my solicitation, pledged to do a woman's part in
the protection of Agrippa.
"May the God of our fathers arm thee.
"Peace to thee and thine.
"MARSYAS."
Lydia sighed and let the writing drop into her lap.
"I can not hope, my Marsyas," she said to herself, "if thou art
schooled in the understanding of women by Junia!"
The Roman tincture was patent in the letter, but the Jewish manner,
Jewish penetration, and the Essenic coldness were strong and unaltered.
His well-beloved and unchanged hand had pressed all the surface of the
parchment, but she did not lift it to her lips. There had been no word
beyond the general greeting to her as the family of the alabarch, and
proud, even in her sorrow and the new-found humility, she saved her
endearments.
After a moment of further thought, she was aroused by the rattle of
wheels which came to an end before the porch of her father's house.
She arose and going to the parapet looked over. Justin Classicus'
chariot stood there. She caught the last flutter of his garments as he
disappeared under the roof of the porch.
She went back to her place and waited for a servant to announce the
guest. But Classicus lingered. The alabarch was not like to be
telling him the account of Agrippa's latest misfortune.
She put away Marsyas' letter and gazed at the Synagogue immersed in the
golden flood of Egyptian sunshine. She had not ceased to love it, nor
to attend it with all maiden fidelity since she had followed Jesus of
Nazareth, but it seemed to love her less, to throw a shadow darker, but
less benign, over her, as she approached its giant gates. Saul of
Tarsus whom she had feared for Marsyas' sake was a hidden menace now in
its great angles, a threat in its rituals, a brooding danger held up
only so long as she hid in deceit. She felt unutterably lonely and
friendless.
Presently Classicus came up unannounced. She knew at a glance that he
had learned from some source of Agrippa's misfortune, and wondered for
a moment if her father had forgotten Marsyas' charge.
"Alexandria hath heard of Agrippa's disaster," he began, as he seated
himself beside her, "and I came to offer my consolation and my aid."
Then Flaccus already had the news!