Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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"O lady, even thou canst not wish thy husband successful with greater
yearning than I!"
"So I do believe! But hear me. Thou seest my husband; thou knowest
that he plans only for the moment, risks too much, is over-confident
and too little cautious! In the beginning he believes that he is
right, and thereafter and on to the end he acts, chooses friends, and
makes enemies as his conviction directs him. Thus he ruined himself
thrice over from Rome to Idumea. None but one so eager for his success
as I, but abler than I, can govern him! And thou must be his keeper,
Marsyas!"
"Thou yieldest me a welcome charge, lady," he said quickly. "Thou
knowest that I would not have him fail; wherefore, I yield thee my
word!"
"Be thou blessed! Yet there is more!"
In spite of her preparation, her face flushed, and she hesitated. Then
as if forcing herself to speak, she said:
"Thou--thou wilt keep my lord's love for me, Marsyas?"
"I do not understand," he said kindly.
"Thou didst not say such a thing when my lord asked thee for twenty
thousand drachmae. Thou didst get the drachmae; keep now my husband's
love for me. As thou didst offer thyself for his purse, offer thyself
for his soul--if need be!"
He frowned at the pavement and then at her. He had evolved enough from
her words to believe that her call aimed at his spiritual welfare and
he remembered that he was an Essene.
"Be his companion," she hurried on, "be more; be his comrade, his
abettor, even; sacrifice much; thy prejudices, even some of thy
spotlessness, but make thyself desirable to him. Then thou canst
control him. Promise, Marsyas! Oh, thy hope to overthrow Saul is not
dearer to thee than this thing is to me! Promise!"
"Be comforted," he said hurriedly, for there were steps approaching
from the inner room. "I shall do all that I can. More than that, one
less than an angel can not promise!"
She, too, heard the footsteps and passed up the stairs.
Looking up from his disturbed contemplation of the pavement, Marsyas
saw Classicus in the arch leading into the hall. If the young Essene
had been a cestophorus upholding the ceiling, the philosopher's gaze
could not have been more indifferent. He passed on and disappeared
into the vestibule.
Hardly had he passed, before the dark end of the corridor leading in
from the garden gave up the stealthy figure of Eutychus, running, bent,
purposeful and a-tiptoe, to overtake Classicus. Evidently he had not
seen Marsyas, for he passed without faltering and disappeared the way
Classicus had taken.
Instantly and as silently Marsyas followed.
At the porch, the alabarch bade his guests good night, and when Marsyas
brought up, he found Classicus just departing and Eutychus nowhere to
be seen. Surmising that there was a humbler exit for the servants, out
of which the charioteer had taken himself, Marsyas passed out directly
after the philosopher.