Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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The Jewish housetops toward the east made an angular sea, broken by
parapets and summer-houses in relief against the red sky, and the
pavements in gloom. Strips of darker vapor meandering among them
showed the course of passages leading with many detours into the great
open, where was builded the Synagogue of Alexandria. It was of
tremendous dimensions, yet so majestically proportioned as to attain
grace, that most difficult thing to reconcile with great size. The
type of architecture was Egypto-Grecian,--repose and refinement,
antiquity and civilization conjoined to make a sanctuary that was a
citadel. Here, the forty thousand Jews of Alexandria could gather, nor
one rub shoulder against his neighbor. Marsyas looked with no little
pride at the triumph of the God of Israel in this stronghold of
paganism. What a reproach it must be to them that had departed from
the rigor of the Law!
He became conscious of the little cross. He drew it forth from its
hiding-place and looked at it. It was made of red cedar, slightly
elaborated, and the cord passed through a small copper eyelet at the
head. To his unfamiliar eye, it was a dread image, at once a
suggestion of suffering and retributive justice. He had not seen one
since his last talk with Stephen.
The acute wrench the reflection gave him now incorporated a fear for
Lydia. Saul of Tarsus should not lay her fair head low! He braced his
fingers against the head and foot of the emblem to break it, when
suddenly a bewildering reluctance seized his hand. At the moment of
destruction, his hand was stayed. Stephen had loved it and died for
its sake, and Lydia--
His resolution dissolved; slowly and unreadily he put the crucifix back
in his bosom, over his heart.
At that moment, a little figure, on the brink of the housetop, was
projected against the glowing sky. It was firmly knit and outlined
like an infant love. The apparition brought, besides startlement, a
prescient significance that made his heart beat. Synagogue and
Alexandria dropped out of sight. He saw only the rosy heavens with a
beautiful girl marked on them.
He arose, and the new-comer turned toward him and approached. And
Marsyas watching her, in a breathless, half-guilty moment, told himself
that never before had the fall of a woman's foot been a caress to the
earth.
He saw that she carried over her arm a many-folded length of silk, in
the half-dusk, like a silvery mist, very sheeny and firm. Here and
there he discovered flame-colored streaks in it. One of the
morning-touched vapors in the east, pulled down and folded over the
girl's arm, would have looked like it. At the threshold of the
summer-house, she let the arm fall which carried it, dropped the many
folds and with a sudden uplift and deft circle of her hand, partly
cocooned herself in the silken vapor. Her eyes, lifted in the
movement, fell on Marsyas. With a little start, she unfurled the
wrapping and doubled it over her arm.