Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense
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“Oh, my dear! what is the matter? You are so pale, and you look like
you had been crying?” exclaimed sweet Alexie anxiously.
“I--I--have a headache,” Italy faltered evasively. “Dear Alexie, I
_cannot_ sit to Ralph this morning. You must take my place, please.”
“But, Italy, come with me to the studio, won’t you? The morning is so
bright and crisp that it will cure your head to get out in the fresh
air, and you can rest on the sofa there, you know.”
Italy could not resist the sweet pleading of her friend, and she knew
it would be better to get away from her own torturing thoughts for
the present, so she hastily made a fresh toilet, and, joining Alexie,
they were driven in the natty coupé to Ralph Allen’s studio on Tremont
Street.
“You are late,” the young artist said, greeting them with his bright
smile and a sweet, stolen glance at his adored one.
“It was all my fault. I was not feeling well and forgot my sitting
until Alexie called for me. Then she had to wait for me to dress.
And--I cannot sit to you this morning. Alexie must have my turn,”
explained Italy, who was still looking ghastly pale and distrait with
the memory of all that Mr. Gardner had told her that morning.
“You shall lie on the sofa and rest,” said the artist kindly. “And here
is Mr. Seabright to amuse you.”
Percy Seabright came forward with his cheerful air and greeted both
girls warmly.
“I heard that Ralph was painting you two on canvas together as ‘Night’
and ‘Morning,’ and rushed off to see it,” he explained. “It is going
to be beautiful--beautiful! How arch and smiling Alexie looks as
‘Morning,’ ‘in her eyes the blue of the sea, on her hair the gold of
the sun,’ and Italy, with that pensive, moonlight smile and her dusky
hair and eyes, makes an ideal ‘Night.’”
They stood a few moments contemplating the canvas on which the two girl
faces were growing in exquisite likeness to the originals, then Alexie
exclaimed:
“Come, Italy, take off your hat and lie down on the sofa in this
little alcove. I know Mr. Seabright will amuse you until Ralph finishes
my sitting.”
She lay down and closed her eyes wearily, but knowing too well that she
should not rest, but go on thinking, thinking, until her brain seemed
to burn with its torturing burdens.
Suddenly a soft, cool hand fell on her hot forehead.
“Do you know that there is magic in my touch? Just a few light little
passes, if you will permit me, and the poor head will be well,” said
Percy Seabright’s voice, low and tenderly.
She did not answer, and he continued to stroke her brow and hair with
light, caressing touches that did indeed seem to charm away the heated
throbbing in her temples. Then she opened her eyes with a faint,
grateful little smile.
“It is so much better--thank you!” she said, drawing back her head
gently from the hand whose pressure was so tender she found it
embarrassing.
“I knew you would be better,” he said smilingly. “Now close your eyes
and you will sleep.”