Sworn to silence : $b or, Aline Rodney's secret — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Sworn to silence : $b or, Aline Rodney's secret
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“I dare say he would prefer not being thanked,” murmured Aline.
“Do you think so? And yet, it would look very ungracious in us to
neglect doing so. It would appear as if we thought the saving of our
daughter’s life not even worthy a word of thanks. I should not like to
have him think that we undervalued either your life or his services,”
said Mrs. Rodney, with natural pride.
“What can it matter what he thinks? I should not say one word to him,”
cried Aline, with sudden peevishness.
Mrs. Rodney gazed at her in surprise.
“Aline, I never did understand your strange nature,” she said, rather
coldly. “Do you mean for me to think that you are not grateful to Mr.
Delaney for his inestimable service in saving you from such a horrible
death?”
Aline flushed under the rebuking glance her mother bent upon her.
“Not exactly that, mamma,” she said. “But Mr. Delaney is so unsocial
and retiring, I thought he might not care to be intruded upon, even to
receive our thanks for what he has done. Of course I am grateful. I
was dreadfully frightened down there in the water. I did not want to
die, although I had as well be dead as living, since my life is ruined
and blighted. But I dare say Mr. Delaney has almost forgotten the
occurrence by now, and I do not think we have any right to intrude upon
his privacy even to air our gratitude.”
Mrs. Rodney did not take this view of the case at all.
“I should not think it an intrusion if any one came to thank me for
saving life,” she said. “In any case, I shall thank him; but, since he
is so reticent and unsocial, perhaps the best way would be to send him
a letter--don’t you think so?”
“Yes, I think so,” answered Aline, closing her eyes with a weary sigh.
She thought of the letter she had thrown into the garden to him,
begging him to save her good name by allowing her to break the vow of
silence he had imposed upon her. He had refused her prayer; he had
allowed her hopes to be ruthlessly blasted, without lifting a finger to
prevent it; and yet he had risked his life to save hers. She could not
understand it.
“Why was he there? People say he never goes out; yet he was at the
church, and he was at the river. Was he watching me?” she asked
herself, and the thought only made her wonder the more. What did his
interest mean? “Twice I have owed my life to him,” she thought. “And
yet he has suffered me to lose that which was dearer than life--my good
name! I do not know what to think of him--while I hate him for the one
thing, I must needs be grateful to him for the other.”