Sworn to silence : $b or, Aline Rodney's secret — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Sworn to silence : $b or, Aline Rodney's secret
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“You do not love me, yet you wish to be my wife! Aline, are you
dreaming, or am I?” he asked, drawing her forward into the warmth of
the bright fire, for little shivers of deadly cold were shaking the
girlish form from head to foot.
He saw a sudden, passionate pain flame into the pale face. She threw
out her hand with a gesture of despair.
“No, I am not dreaming, nor are you,” she said. “I would to God that we
were! This reality is more horrible than any dream!”
“But, why--why should you wish--wish to--to--” he began, and paused,
unable to continue, and feeling a shamed consciousness of a fiery,
uncontrollable color overspreading his face. To be wooed in this calm,
business-like fashion by this ridiculous child was too strange, too
absurd for anything, and yet there were little thrills of rapturous
emotion tingling along his nerves, his heart was beating quickly with
emotion.
The girl’s eyes had wandered to the leaping flames of the firelight.
She turned them back gravely to his face.
“Why do I wish you to marry me?” she said. “I will tell you, Mr.
Delaney. The secret of my stay in this house has been discovered!”
“You have broken your oath!” he exclaimed in sudden anger.
She stood before him in proud silence, neither denying nor assenting to
his affirmation.
Gazing at the fair face a moment he felt that he had wronged her by the
brief suspicion.
“Aline, forgive me. I see that I am suspecting you unjustly,” he said.
“But tell me, who has revealed the secret?”
“I do not know,” she answered. “But only a little while ago papa came
in and charged me with it. He was very, very angry.”
“Angry with you?” he questioned.
“Angry with you,” she answered, a faint color creeping into the pallid
face. “He told me that you had forever compromised my good name, and
that I could never take my place in the world, in society, unless you
married me.”
She was speaking to him with the simple directness of a child. He was
staggered by her simplicity--assurance he would have called it in any
other woman.
“And so he sent you here to ask me?” he said.
A look of terror came over the fair face. She glanced around her,
fearfully.
“No, I have stolen away, and if he misses me he will come here to seek
for me,” she said. “I must hurry back, but first I must have an answer
to my question. Tell me, Mr. Delaney, will you do as I have asked you?”
CHAPTER XLVIII.
It was the strangest question Oran Delaney had ever heard from a girl’s
lips. He said to himself that Aline Rodney’s simplicity was simply
matchless. If she had been reared within the walls of a convent she
could not have seemed more ignorant of the offense she was committing
against society, against the creed of the whole world, in asking a man
to marry her, and thus usurping his masculine prerogative.
Breaking in upon his stupid silence, she continued: