Moved by a sudden impulse, she slipped from the bed, threw a light
shawl about her shoulders, and went over to the window. She peered down
through a crevice in the curtain at the wonderful garden whose blooming
beauties had lured her so innocently to her fate.
Oh, how changed was the scene as she gazed upon it now!
The roses all were dead, the leaves were blown from the trees, and
lay in sodden drifts across the path. Some late autumn flowers,
chrysanthemums, asters, and others of their kind, were breaking into
lavish bloom in their neglected beds, but the rain and storm had beaten
them prostrate to the ground, with broken stalks, and faces prostrate
on the earth. All was dreariness and desolation, and the gray stone
towers of grim Delaney House seemed to frown more darkly than ever
now that she knew what influence potent for evil pervaded its gloomy
interior.
She gazed wistfully at it through the fine impalpable mist of rain that
obscured all things. She saw a figure emerge from the gloomy portals
into the deeper gloom of the rainy dawn. It was Mr. Delaney. He walked
slowly with downcast head and his hands behind him, smoking a cigar as
was his usual morning habit. Its fiery spark gleamed fitfully in the
dull light, and the fine blue smoke curled upward and lost itself in
the mist.
Drawing the curtain closer Aline watched him, herself unseen. She found
a singular fascination in doing so, and when she saw his glance turn
musingly once or twice up to her window her heart beat strangely--with
anger she thought.
“He has spoiled all my life, but does he realize that he has done so?”
she asked herself, musingly. “Could he be so deliberately cruel?”
It almost seemed to her that he would not have done so could he have
known.
“Could any one be so hard, so cruel, as to willfully blight a young
girl’s life?” she asked herself, with a sort of wonder, as her eyes
followed Oran Delaney in his dreary saunter along the wet, graveled
paths. “He saved my life once. Why should he make it valueless to me?”
As she gazed at the dark, grave face under the brim of the wide slouch
hat, it seemed to her that it was not hard nor cruel, only profoundly
grave and sad. A longing came over her that he should know all that had
transpired that night since she came home.
“If he knew, he might perhaps relent and release me from my vow of
silence,” she thought, eagerly.
She remained at the window watching him thoughtfully until he
disappeared from view in a turn of the path, then she turned aside
to her writing-desk and drew out pens and ink and paper. She wrote
hastily, and almost incoherently: