Sworn to silence : $b or, Aline Rodney's secret — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Sworn to silence : $b or, Aline Rodney's secret
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Aline ran up to her room, full of pleasurable anticipation, for she
was an expert skater, and always enjoyed being on the ice. A girlish
impulse prompted her to make herself as pretty as possible. She let
down her dark, curling hair loosely over her shoulders, and donned a
dark-red cashmere trimmed with silvery fur, a warm, wadded jacket of
red, and a jaunty fur cap having a little bird perched on one side.
Then she sallied forth with Max and Mrs. Rodney, who was so warmly
wrapped up in cloth and fur and thick veils that barely the tip of her
aristocratic-looking nose was visible to the beholder.
They had a bracing walk of half a mile in the cool, fresh air of the
clear, wintery morning, and then the river burst upon their view like
a sheet of silver, dotted about with merry youths and maidens who were
sliding merrily about over the crystal expanse, without a thought of
danger.
Many of them were Aline’s old friends and companions with whom she had
been a prime favorite until that mysterious trouble fell upon her. Her
heart warmed to them as she saw the smiling, familiar faces and heard
their merry voices. A longing came over her to be friends with them
again, to touch their hands, to hear their voices talking to her in
the old friendly, familiar way. Everything was so gay, so merry, so
unceremonious, she half hoped they would relent and welcome her to her
old place among them.
Poor Aline! The light came into her violet eyes, the rich color flushed
her cheeks at the thought. She looked wistfully at the groups that
dotted the shore and the river as she came up. Her heart beat with
anxiety and expectation. Would any one speak to her? Would any one of
all these, her old friends, give her one friendly clasp of the hand?
Vain thought, vain hope! As they saw her coming among them with her
eager, expectant face and her winning beauty, every one turned aside
with cold, averted looks, and scarcely restrained sneers. In a moment
she stood solitary, with her mother and Max, in a spot where only a
moment ago more than a score of people had been. They had tacitly
deserted and ignored her. That strange sense of loneliness in crowds
so often felt by the sensitive heart came over her now. Something
like a strangling gasp came from her lips, and then she shut them
tightly together, and held her small head high, with a proud, stag-like
movement that was almost defiance. In her heart she was saying,
bitterly: “They may scorn me as they will, but they shall not crush
me! I have done no wrong, and in time I shall live down their cruel
slanders!”
“Do not mind them, Aline,” her mother whispered tenderly; but Aline
heard the quiver in her mother’s voice, and it sent a fresh pang to her
own heart.
“Never mind, Max,” she said to the boy, who was kneeling down to fasten
her skates. “Do not put them on, please. I shall not skate. I had
rather go home.”