Dare experienced a curious exasperation in the knowledge that the
Carruthers both doubted the disinterestedness of his purpose in seeking
to be of use to Pamela. A man may befriend the woman he loves without
any base thought in connection with her. In coming to Wynberg to see
Pamela, Dare had no other intention than to be of service to her. The
doubtful possibility of being able to serve a woman whose husband has
presumably deserted her, did not strike him. Once in possession of the
facts he would be in a position at least to advise her; might, if things
were not as Carruthers represented them, assist in putting a stop to the
scandal that was afloat. It was abominable to reflect that Pamela's
name was being bandied about at the clubs.
Pamela was in the garden when Dare called in the morning. The boy was
asleep on a kaross spread under the trees, and she was seated in a chair
near him, sewing, when Dare opened the gate and entered. The sound of
his footsteps on the hard gravel caused her to look up; and an
expression of quick alarm showed in her face as her eyes met his.
He advanced swiftly towards her; and, as he crossed the lawn, she rose
and stood, flushed, embarrassed, painfully self-conscious, looking at
him in a dismayed silence which she seemed unable to break. Dare spoke
first.
"I've sprung a surprise on you," he said, and took her proffered hand
and held it firmly gripped in his. "I'm staying next door."
"I didn't know you were expected," Pamela returned, recovering herself
with an effort, and giving him a welcoming smile. "I haven't seen
Connie for days."
"It was a surprise for her too," he admitted. "I came self-invited.
Are you busy? I should like to stay for a chat, if I may."
"That's my only business at present," she said, and pointed towards the
sleeping child. "I'm on guard."
Dare looked down at the child.
"The little chap grows," he remarked. "He was only a baby when last I
saw him. How's the girlie?"
"Oh! very well. If you stay you will see her later. She is out at
present. Sit down, won't you?"
He drew a chair forward facing hers on the side farthest away from the
child, and sat down. It recalled, save for the boy's unconscious
presence, the afternoon when he had last sat there with her, and had
wrung from her the promise which she had failed to keep.
"It is like old times, this," he observed, and scrutinised her
thoughtfully as he sat back in his seat. Despite the flush in her
cheeks which the sight of him had brought there, he could not fail to
detect traces of the trouble which had wrought such a marked change in
her appearance that, had he needed assurance there was something in what
Carruthers had told him, her face would have supplied the necessary
proof. "I'm awfully glad to see you again. I came with that object,"
he said.
"To see me!" Pamela looked puzzled.
"To see you," he repeated. "Do you remember something I asked you to do
in this garden, the last time we sat here?"