"Cut it, Pamela," he said. "I'll take you home to England. We'll be married quietly over there--or in Europe somewhere. It will be better for the children in the long run, dear, believe me. I can't get reconciled anyhow to the idea of giving you up. You belong to me. I've a right to you. I have loved you always, from the day I saw you first at that tournament so many years ago. Arnott robbed me of you then. I can't let him step in a second time and take you from me... Believe me, Pamela, I wouldn't try to stand between you and what you consider to be a duty if I saw any possible chance of happiness in it for you at all,-- if even I could feel that the result might justify the sacrifice. It won't. It will be just death in life for you both. And it's going to be pretty hard on me too. I could put up with that, if it spelt happiness for you; but it doesn't. Pamela, is it worth it? cheating ourselves for a principle that isn't going to work any solid good for any one?" He drew her head to his shoulder, and gathered her closer in his arms and kissed her, keeping his face pressed to the tear-wet cheek, feeling the trembling of her body lying passive in his arms, and the little choking sobs which escaped her as she wept in his embrace. Would she yield, he wondered? Had she not in surrendering to his caresses partly yielded already? "It is asking too much of human nature to expect us to give up everything," he said. "I want you. I am lonely without you. It isn't a case of making love,--a phase of feverish emotions. I love you honestly, earnestly. I want you day after day. I want your companionship. I want you to fill my life, as I shall hope to fill yours. I want you at my side--always. Pamela, my dearest, you are not going to snatch my hope away from me for no more solid reason than the fulfilment of an imaginary duty which is going to benefit no one? Life--without you--is empty for me." "Oh! my dear!" she sobbed. She lifted her face to his and kissed his lips. "I want to do as you wish. I want to take the easy course; but the other is the right course. It isn't just happiness that is at stake. It is neither love for him, nor any sense of obligation to him, that makes me desire to marry the father of my children... It's just the knowledge of what is due to them. They count first. They have to be considered. Do you think I don't realise," she added passionately, withdrawing herself from his arms, "that I shall hate my life with him,--that--God forgive me I--I shall possibly hate him? ... hate him more every year, until even pity for him dies beneath the strain of constant weariness, daily resentment. What you offer tempts me sorely. It's just dragging me to pieces to refuse you. Life with you would be a good and happy thing. I want it, and I can't have it. But it is denying you which hurts more than denying myself. My dear!--my dear! I wish you didn't care so much. What can I do? ... What can I say?"