She answered nothing, but placing her hands on his wrists, she pulled
his hands from her face and carried them to her lips. At this
unexpected act on her part Dare coloured awkwardly. The next moment he
had seized her in his arms and covered her face with kisses. As
abruptly as he had seized her, he released her and stood up. He pulled
himself together with an effort, and walked as far as the window, where
he paused for a second or so, and then turned and came slowly bade, and
stood above her, looking down into the sweet, upturned face.
"When I came to you this morning," he said, "I had only one purpose,--to
win you,--to make you see that the only thing that really matters is our
love for one another. I feel that still. It's the only thing that
counts with me. But I'm not going to worry you any more. You've got to
follow your conscience in this. I think you're wrong... time may prove
you wrong. If it does, or if you fail in this, I count on you to let me
know. I shall always be at hand--waiting. You'll summon me, Pamela,
when the time comes?"
"Yes," she whispered.
She gazed into the strong face above her, sad now, and rather stern; and
the thought of all that she was losing in sending him out of her life
gripped her heart like icy fingers closing about the happiness of life.
And while she sat there, and he stood over her, gravely silent, the gay
sound of childish laughter broke upon the stillness, followed by the
quick patter of little feet along the stoep. Dare looked round.
"Well, at any rate," he said, "you've got them."
The bitterness in his voice did not escape her. She understood what he
was feeling, and, rising, she went to him and placed a hand gently on
his arm.
"The best thing that life has given me is your love," she said. "There
is no sting of bitterness in that at all."
CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN.
Dare remained in Cape Town for a while. Pamela had written to the
doctor at Pretoria; and he waited to learn the result of his report, and
hear what she decided upon doing. If she changed her mind about going
up he meant to make the journey with her.
The report when it came differed very slightly from what he had told
her. Arnott was making steady progress: it would be possible to move
him shortly if Mrs Arnott wished. The doctor intimated that if she
desired to see her husband there was no reason against it.
Pamela showed the letter to Dare, and discussed with him the question of
whether she ought to go, whether in the circumstances it might not do
more harm than good. She was obviously reluctant to follow the doctor's
suggestion, and at the same time convinced that it was little less than
a duty. Dare felt himself inadequate to advise her.
"In any case," he said, "you will need to explain to the doctor that
your presence might be likely to excite the patient. You can't keep him
in the dark."
Pamela considered this.