"You look quite nice as the father of a family," she observed. "I wish
they belonged here by right."
"I don't," he answered fervently.
"I kept them up for a romp with you before they go to bed; but I am
going to bundle them off now," she said. "If you make a practice of
coming home a little earlier you will have a longer time with them."
"I shall make a practice of getting back half an hour later in future,"
he returned grimly, and rose from his seat in order to shake off his
tormentors.
Mrs Carruthers laughed brightly.
"Pamela will be in presently," she said, and stooped and lifted the boy
in her arms. "Tell her to come upstairs to us. She and George dine
here to-night."
She held the boy up for a good-night kiss. Carruthers very unexpectedly
put his arm about her shoulders, and drew her with the boy in her arms
close to him, and kissed them both. He stared after her as she went
inside with the children, and then turned thoughtfully away and sat down
again in his former seat.
"God forgive me for a miserable sinner!" he mused. "But I'm not cut out
for a family man. Though I suppose if the little beggars really
belonged here I'd get accustomed to it."
Pamela, coming up the garden path a few minutes later, discovered him
sitting there with the same lugubrious expression of face, and his hands
deep in his pockets, a perplexed and very much worried man.
He rose when she came near, and went to meet her, scrutinising her with
greater attentiveness than usual as she advanced, a little pale and
preoccupied, but looking surprisingly pretty and sweet and composed. He
detected a new quality in her manner, a certain quiet force that was
restful rather than assertive, and in her wistful eyes, behind the
sorrow that dwelt there lately, shone a tender gleam of happiness that
had its secret springs in the realisation and support of an unselfish
human love which opened for her a door that had long been closed, and
let in a new light and sweetness upon her life. Carruthers supposed,
unable otherwise to account for the change in her bearing, that the news
of her husband's illness had softened her, and healed the breach between
them.
"Come in to have a look how the creche you have started here is getting
along?" he asked, shaking hands. "My authority in this house is
seemingly a negligible quantity, judging from my wife's act in setting
up an orphanage during the brief hours of my absence. She wants to
stick to them too."
"I do hope," Pamela said, laughing, "that you won't find them a great
nuisance. It is such a comfort to me to leave them here. But I had
qualms about you when Connie proposed it."
"That's more than she had," he replied.
"They are fairly good on the whole, you will find," she said dubiously.