Pamela smiled at him gravely. That was just what she did not want--to
be alone. His presence was an immense comfort to her. She doubted
whether she could have undertaken this difficult journey without him,--
have faced, without his support, the still more difficult task which
awaited her at the journey's end. He inspired her with confidence and
courage. She knew that as long as she needed him he would not fail
her,--he would see her through to the finish.
They lunched at a little table together in the dining-car, and
afterwards Dare insisted that she should rest for a while; for the day
was hot, and the compartment, with all the windows open, was
oppressively close. He settled her comfortably, and went out into the
corridor to smoke. And Pamela, drowsy with the heat and the motion,
fell asleep, and did not wake until nearly four. When she opened her
eyes again, Dare was standing in the doorway of the compartment, looking
down at her. He smiled as their glances met. Then he came forward and
bent and kissed her. She flushed brightly, and sat up.
"By all the rules of the game I ought not to have done that," he said.
"But--may I?"
She rose, and put her two hands on his shoulders and looked him squarely
in the eyes.
"Why not?" she said.
Her hands slipped round his neck until they met behind.
"We are hungry for love, and we are giving up everything. Why should we
deny ourselves the bare crumbs? And it will be ended so soon. I don't
see any harm in it at all... Do you?"
"No," he said, with his arms about her. "I suppose I view it in much
the same way as yourself. But the world wouldn't, you know."
"Oh, the world!" Pamela pressed closer to him. "We are out of the
world, dear, just for this journey. We have left it behind... we're
away from it all--alone--you and I. We are going to have this time
together,--a glimpse of Heaven to brighten the drab world when we get
back to earth. I want to make the most of it--of every minute. I don't
want to sleep away the hours, as I did this afternoon. It wasn't kind
of you to send me to sleep. Afterwards, when we are back in the world,
then I'll sleep, but not now. To-night I shall sit up quite late. I
shall keep you with me. We'll watch the night close down upon the veld,
and look out upon the moving darkness together, and forget the world
entirely and all this weary business of life... My dear! ... Oh, my
dear!"
He bent his head lower until their lips met.