"I don't think there should be any difficulty about that," he replied.
"For a while you will have to be satisfied to leave him here. Later, if
you wish, he can be moved to where you are staying. He could not
undertake the journey to Cape Town yet."
"No?" Pamela said, thinking abruptly of Connie and the children. "I
had thought--"
"Too great a risk," he said decidedly. "We'll err on the side of
caution, Mrs Arnott. He is making such a splendid recovery, I should
be sorry if we did anything to retard it now. I think you will have to
make up your mind to remain in Pretoria for a time. I will let you know
as soon as I consider it safe for him to travel. In any case the hot
weather would prohibit a long journey. Didn't you find it very trying
coming up?"
"I don't think I mind the heat very much," she answered, evading a more
direct reply.
"That's fortunate," he returned, smiling, "because there is no getting
away from it out here." He rose. "Now, if you are ready, I will direct
you to Mr Arnott's room."
He glanced at Dare.
"You'll remain here?" he said.
Dare nodded. Under his brows he was observing Pamela, who, with the old
nervous light in her eyes, was waiting near the door. She did not look
at him as she passed out. In silence she accompanied the doctor along
the passage to Arnott's room which was situated at the end of it. The
door stood open, and a nurse who was standing inside came forth, and
took up her position in the passage within call in case she were needed.
The doctor motioned to Pamela to enter.
"I've brought Mrs Arnott to see you," he said.
His words broke the dead stillness that reigned in the room abruptly;
but as soon as he had uttered them and quietly withdrawn, the stillness
descended again, more deadly, more paralysing than before, it seemed to
Pamela, left alone for the first time with the man who when last she had
seen him had flung out of her presence in anger, and who now, moving his
head feebly on the pillow, turned a pallid, eager, so old face towards
her, and held out his hand to her, and broke into pitiful frying.
Pamela felt inexpressibly shocked. She had prepared herself for a
change, but not so great a change as this. His hair had whitened during
his illness; it was quite white, like a very old man's; his chin was
unshaven, and the unfamiliar beard was white also; his moustache alone
retained a few dark hairs. His face was thin, and so altered that, but
for the eyes, she would have failed in recognising it. And the sight of
him lying there, weak and helpless and so feebly crying, hurt her beyond
measure, moved her to an almost terrified compassion, so that for a
second she could not stir or speak. Something seemed to clutch at her
heart and stop its beating. She had never seen Arnott cry before. The
thought of tears in connection with him would have occurred to her as
impossible. And here he lay,--crying,--holding out a trembling hand to
her, and sobbing like a child.