"Go and play," said Pamela. "Mummy wants to talk business."
"But you said you'd come and play too," the child protested.
"So I will presently. Run away now, like a good girlie."
Mrs Carruthers drew a hand through Pamela's arm and strolled with her
along the path.
"I don't understand," she said. "Why should Blanche leave you in this
manner? It's such a mad thing to do. What can the girl have been
thinking of? It ruins her prospects. One couldn't recommend her after
such extraordinary behaviour. Maggie tells me she went before any one
was up. But why, Pamela? She must have had a reason."
"I suppose she had," Pamela agreed. "The only thing I can think of is
that she knew I was going to dismiss her and simply forestalled me."
Mrs Carruthers looked perplexed.
"I thought you were entirely satisfied with her," she remarked.
"No," Pamela returned. "In many respects she was admirable. But I
never cared much for her; and as you know I found her system in the
nursery very trying. She had too much authority. I meant to try a
nurse again."
"Well, I am astonished," Mrs Carruthers exclaimed. "I believed she was
a perfect treasure. But the fact of your intention to dismiss her is no
warrant for her extraordinary behaviour. To run away like that! My
dear Pamela, it's absurd. What does Mr Arnott think about it?"
At this sudden and wholly unforeseen question Pamela's composure forsook
her. She flushed red, and then went so very pale that Mrs Carruthers,
watching her, could not fail to detect her agitation. She did not know
what to make of these signs of distress. Had Pamela been guilty of
making away with the governess she could not have appeared more
conscience-stricken. Her eyes refused to meet Mrs Carruthers' steady
gaze: they shifted uneasily and sought the gravel of the path.
"I don't know," she stammered.
The answer, as much as her manner of uttering it, sounded disingenuous
even in her own ears. She made an effort to collect her scattered wits,
conscious that she was conveying a suggestion to her friend's mind of
the very suspicions she was anxious to avert.
"Herbert had left before we knew about Blanche," she explained with
nervous haste. "He went away this morning immediately after breakfast.
You see," she looked at Mrs Carruthers quickly, with wide apprehensive
eyes which appealed mutely for sympathy, "that makes it so much more
difficult for me,--his not being here to advise me. Oh! Connie, I am
so bothered. I don't know how to act."
"That's awkward," said Mrs Carruthers, feeling too bewildered to detect
that the remark was scarcely tactful.
She thought for a moment.
"I'll ask Dickie when he gets home this evening what he thinks you ought
to do. He'll come in and have a chat with you, if you like. After all,
it isn't your business to bother about the girl if she chooses to serve
you such a trick. I should put her out of my mind, if I were in your
place. I am disappointed in that girl."