The Bishop of Cottontown: A Story of the Southern Cotton Mills — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Bishop of Cottontown: A Story of the Southern Cotton Mills
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He took her hand--it thrilled him as he had never been thrilled
before. This impure man, who had made the winning of women a
plaything, trembled with the fear of it as he took in his own the
hand so pure that not even his touch could awaken sensuality in it.
The odor of her beautiful hair floated up to him as he bent over. A
wave of hot passion swept over him--for with him love was
passion--and his reason, for a moment, was swept from its seat. Then
almost beside himself for love of this woman, so different from any
he had ever known, he opened his arms to fold her in one
overpowering, conquering embrace.
It was but a second and more a habit than thought--he who had never
before hesitated to do it.
She stepped back and the hot blood mounted to her cheek. Her eyes
shone like outraged stars, dreaming earthward on a sleeping past,
unwarningly obscured by a passing cloud, and then flashing out into
the night, more brightly from the contrast.
She did not speak and he crunched under his feet, purposely, the turf
he was standing on, and so carrying out, naturally, the gesture of
clasping the air, in establishing his balance--as if it was an
accident.
She let him believe she thought it was, and secured relief from the
incident.
"Alice--Alice!" he exclaimed. "I love you--love you--I must have you
in my life! Can you not wear this now? See!"
He tried to place it on her finger. He held the small beautiful hand
in his own. Then it suddenly withdrew itself and left him holding his
ring and looking wonderingly at her.
She had thrown back her head, and, half turned, was looking toward
the crepe-myrtle tree from which the faint odor came.
"You had better go, Richard," was all she said.
"I'll come for my answer--soon?" he asked.
She was silent.
"Soon?" he repeated as he rose in the stirrup--"soon--and to claim
you always, Alice."
He rode off and left her standing with her head still thrown back,
her thoughtful face drinking in the odor of the crepe-myrtle.
Travis did not understand, for no crepe-myrtle had ever come into his
life. It could not come. With him all life had been a passion flower,
with the rank, strong odor of the sensuous, wild honeysuckle, which
must climb ever upon something else, in order to open and throw off
the rank, brazen perfume from its yellow and streaked and variegated
blossoms.
And how common and vulgar and all-surfeiting it is, loading the air
around it with its sickening imitation of sweetness, so that even the
bees stagger as they pass through it and disdain to stop and shovel,
for the mere asking, its musky and illicit honey.
But, O mystic odor of the crepe-myrtle--O love which never dies--how
differently it grows and lives and blooms!