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"Mr. Bacon," he said, "Mr. Lawton is dead, and the family would like to
have you come to the house at once."
"Mr. Lawton dead!" exclaimed Mr. Bacon and Ray together.
"Yes," replied the man. "You know he has long been troubled with the
heart disease, and had been quite unwell all the evening. When he was
told of the fire, he got up and went with his wife and daughter to the
west windows of the house and watched the flames for some time. All at
once he said to his wife: 'There are only two policies in force on the
mills, Ida, and the company is ruined.' And then he sank unconscious
upon the floor. His wife and daughter got him back to his room, and
sent for Dr. Gasque, but before the doctor arrived he was dead. 'Heart
disease and over excitement,' the doctor says it was, and the family
have sent me to find you. I just came from your house, and, as your
family know I'm looking for you, you may as well go right on to Mr.
Lawton's."
"Certainly," replied Mr. Bacon. And he went off with the man to the
bereaved household, while Ray got his horse and drove off to Long Point
Farm.
He arrived there just at dawn, worn out with his strenuous exertions,
worried at the terrible loss of the mills and the consequences it
involved, and sorrowful for the sad calamity that had befallen the
Lawton family. But this was not all the burden he carried. Greater
than they all, and involving a greater responsibility so far as he was
concerned, was the crushing secret buried deep in his own bosom. He
also knew who it was that had set fire to the Black Forge Mills, and a
single word from him would bring upon the perpetrators of the outrage
the justice which they so richly deserved.
CHAPTER XVI.
WHAT IS DUTY?
Ray now entered into a struggle with himself--a struggle so long and so
bitter that it well-nigh overwhelmed him. His reason and his conscience
were arrayed against his pride and his heart, and for a long time it
was extremely doubtful which would be victorious. Not that Ray realized
this to be the actual condition of things just then. No; he was honest
when he thought that his struggle was over the question: What is duty?
But he could have easily known what duty was had he only allowed
himself to use his sanctified common sense; but he so wanted duty to
lie in just the opposite direction from what it really did lie, that he
very readily made himself think there might be some question about it;
and thus he entered into a struggle that tried his faith, destroyed his
peace of soul, and surrounded him with a darkness blacker than night.
He never could recall that spiritual experience without a shudder. He
came so near grieving the Spirit and dishonoring the Master's name.