The Black Forge Mills : $b or, Up the King's highway
John Stuart Mill · en
"'Tom,' he suddenly said, though feebly, 'in my chest you will find a
little over a hundred dollars I have saved. Promise me that you will
add to it until you have enough to pay Mr. Shephard, at Afton, for what
we took from him, and that you will then go back and give it to him.
Tell him it was what I was striving to do when this blow came, and that
I died trusting in Jesus. And, Tom, try to come to the Saviour: promise
me that you will do that also.' I couldn't help crying, great strong
man as I was, but I gave him the promises he asked. A few minutes later
he suddenly raised his hands. 'I see the King in his beauty,' he
cried; 'crown him! crown him!' And then he died.
"We buried him in the sea the next morning, just as the sun rose above
the horizon, and sad and lonely I went about my work. His death made
a deep impression upon me. For days I was harassed with thoughts of
my own sinfulness. I struggled for light. I tried to pray. But the
darkness that surrounded me only seemed to grow more dense. I found
no peace. No help came. But one night as I was off watch, and lay in
my bunk, there came to me the words I had often heard Dick repeat.
So plainly did I hear them, and so like Dick's voice did the message
sound, I could have almost believed it was he speaking: 'The blood of
Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin;' and with those words
there came light. I now saw that the only way I could be saved was
by accepting that Son as my substitute. I just cried aloud for help,
'Lord, I need thee; wilt thou not save?' And with that cry peace came.
I knew I was heard. I was saved.
"But I am making a long story. The captain felt drawn to me for Dick's
act, and when we reached Hong Kong he put me in as second mate. We went
from there to Australia, and then back to England. Over three years had
now elapsed, and I had added enough to Dick's money to pay Mr. Shephard
in full for his loss. I felt, too, I must come and acknowledge my sin,
and, if Mr. Shephard so desired, to meet its penalty. I therefore
resolved to come home at once. The captain easily got a place for me
as first mate on a ship sailing for New York, and there I landed a
few days ago. To-morrow I shall call upon Mr. Shephard and pay him
principal and interest for the injury he received from us. If he then
desires to continue the case against me, I will suffer the penalty
for my crime. I feel it is the only right thing to do--to go back to
the hour of my sin and make all possible reparation, whatever the
consequences to myself."
"I hardly think he will push the case," said Mr. Woodhull. "He must be
convinced of your change of heart by your very desire to settle with
him."