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John Stuart Mill · en
Ray helped to place the man in the ambulance, and saw him removed to
the morgue. Then he went on toward the part of the city he was seeking.
But the face of the dead man haunted him. It kept rising up before
him in the prayer room. He had never so felt the uncertainty of life.
He had never been so strongly impressed with the need of an immediate
reconciliation to God on the part of every soul. Never before had he
so realized how fearful it must be for one to die unsaved. He went
back to his room. Edward was already in bed and asleep; but he could
not retire. Slowly he paced his room. He had learned enough about the
unfortunate man to know he had left a wife and several children at
home, to seek work in a strange land; that he had doubtless perished
without one ray of hope. Was not this the very way in which hundreds
and thousands on foreign fields were perishing where one so perished
in America? Hundreds at home were warning souls of their danger, and
pointing out to them the way of eternal life: but in how many places,
and among how many people, was there not a single witness for Christ;
not a single preacher of his salvation! Had he any right to delay
in hastening on to this work? Hour after hour Ray walked that room,
weighing that question as he had never weighed it before. The more he
thought it over, the clearer his duty became; and just as it began to
grow light he threw himself on his knees at his bedside. "O Christ, I
accept thy call," he cried. "Open thou the field, and I promise thee I
will go. And may thy presence go with me, and make me a true witness of
thy salvation unto perishing souls." He then sought his bed for a brief
rest before the duties of the day began.
He waited several days before he wrote to Daisy of his decision, for
he wanted to be sure he had not mistaken the will of God. Finding that
each day only confirmed him in his choice, he then wrote her a full
account of his decision, and how he had been led to make it. With great
anxiety, he awaited her reply. It came almost immediately, and was as
follows:
AFTON, April 10, 18--.
DEAR RAY:
Your letter was received last evening. I was not surprised at its
contents, nor was I wholly unprepared for it, for I have been
praying that this might be your choice. I know I shall love the
work among those who so greatly need it, and I have long felt that
there we can do our best work for Jesus. Unworthy as I am, I will
gladly take my place by your side and do all I can to prosper you
in your chosen field. I love home and friends, but I love Christ
and those darkened, perishing souls more. I have told mamma, and
she says I am to tell you that, hard as it is, she too can make the
sacrifice for Jesus' sake. Let us pray that Christ will make us
wholly consecrated to this our life work.