But her cries were lost in the stillness of the night. If any one
heard them, no one came; still they recalled Pascal to a sense of the
situation, and he was ashamed of his violence. He released Madame Leon,
and his manner suddenly became as humble as it had been threatening.
“Excuse me,” he said, entreatingly. “I am suffering so much that I
don’t know what I’m doing. I beseech you to take me to Mademoiselle
Marguerite, or else run and beg her to come here. I ask but a moment.”
Madame Leon pretended to be listening attentively; but, in reality, she
was quietly manoeuvring to gain the garden gate. Soon she succeeded in
doing so, whereupon, with marvellous strength and agility, she pushed
Pascal away, and sprang inside the garden, closing the gate after her,
and saying as she did so, “Begone, you scoundrel!”
This was the final blow; and for more than a minute Pascal stood
motionless in front of the gate, stupefied with mingled rage and sorrow.
His condition was not unlike that of a man who, after falling to the
bottom of a precipice, is dragging himself up, all mangled and bleeding,
swearing that he will yet save himself, when suddenly a heavy stone
which he had loosened in his descent, falls forward and crushes him. All
that he had so far endured was nothing in comparison with the thought
that Valorsay would wed Marguerite. Was such a thing possible? Would
God permit such a monstrous iniquity? “No, that shall never be,” he
muttered. “I will murder the scoundrel rather; and afterward justice may
do whatever it likes with me.”
He experienced that implacable, merciless thirsting for vengeance
which does not even recoil before the commission of a crime to secure
satisfaction, and this longing inflamed him with such energy that,
although he had been so utterly exhausted a few moments before--he was
not half an hour in making his way back to his new home. His mother, who
was waiting for him with an anxious heart, was surprised by the flush
on his cheeks, and the light glittering in his eyes. “Ah, you bring good
news,” she exclaimed.
His only answer was to hand her the letter which Madame Leon had given
him, saying as he did so, “Read.”
Madame Ferailleur’s eyes fell upon the words: “Once more, and for the
last time, farewell!” She understood everything, turned very pale, and
in a trembling voice exclaimed: “Don’t grieve, my son; the girl did not
love you.”
“Oh, mother! if you knew----”
But she checked him with a gesture, and lifting her head proudly, she
said: “I know what it is to love, Pascal--it is to have perfect faith.
If the whole world had accused your father of a crime, would a single
doubt of his innocence have ever entered my mind? This girl has doubted
you. They have told her that you cheated at cards--and she has believed
it. You have failed to see that this oath at the bedside of the dying
count is only an excuse.”