That summarized the first day of battle. These last reports were far
less comforting than the former because if the Austrians succeeded in
driving on a little farther they would attack the key positions and
then the Italians would have to decide on a retreat, and this setback
would mean enormous sacrifices. But I could not admit it, I could not
even think of it. Something must intervene in our favor. The fresh
reserves which had not taken part in the battle as yet would turn the
tide in our favor. But ere this happened how many days of terrible
anguish must I still pass, for how many more nights must I stand on
guard questioning the flashes I saw on the other side, questioning the
flames of discharge from our batteries to see if they are still in the
same place, if they were silent, or had been forced to retreat! I
looked towards the Montello and it seemed to me that the fire of our
cannon still came from the same place, but that was not a convincing
proof, because those batteries might have fallen into the hands of the
enemy who then could have brought them into action against our men.
But, observing and analyzing everything well, I did not think the enemy
had reached any important objective. As the battle developed I saw the
accuracy of the information reported to me by Brunora, and since he
reported that the objectives of the first day were to be the line,
Montebelluna, Treviso, San Michele del Quarto to the sea, and these had
not been reached at any point, I had reason to be cheerful. I should
have liked to know, however, how great a force the Austrians had used
in this fighting, whether their losses had been great, whether the
tenacity of our troops had really surpassed their expectations; I
should have liked to know the condition of the Piave which must have
swollen from the recent rains.
During the night we could not get a moment’s rest. The bombardment was
so deafening that even if one wished to sleep it would have been
impossible. Moreover every report made me start and I anxiously awaited
the hour of dawn when I hoped to receive the coveted reports. I should
have liked to fall asleep for several days and awaken when our forces
had repulsed the enemy. However, I had to lay aside my personal worries
and try to gather as much information as possible, for it would be all
the more valuable to our command at such critical moments as these!