I formed a habit of calling on old Brancker on Thursday evenings, when
my wife usually visited an invalid aunt. The experience was always a
complete entertainment. He knew nothing of my world and I knew nothing
of his. I came completely under the spell of his imagery. I had only
to touch some trinket on the mantelpiece to set the whole machinery of
retrospection on the move. He came haltingly to his subject as though he
were feeling for it through the lavender-scented contents of some old
drawer. But when the subject was discovered, he brought the whole picture
vividly before my mind. I could see those people strutting before the
footlights, hear them laugh and joke in their stuffy lodgings and their
green-rooms, follow their hard life upon the road, their struggles, and
adversities, and successes, and above all the moving throb of their
passions and romances.
And then the picture would die out. It had no beginning and no end. It
was just an impression. The angle of vision would alter. Something else
would appear upon the scene.
After a time, touched with pity for this lonely and derelict old actor,
my wife and I occasionally sent him little presents of game and port
wine, when such things came our way. I would like to explain, at this
point, that my wife is younger than I. Her outlook is less critical and
introspective. To use her own expression, she is out to have a good
time. She enjoys dances and theaters and gay parties. And, after all,
why shouldn’t she? She is young and beautiful and full of life. Her
hair—but I digress! In spite of the pheasants and the port, she had never
met old Brancker. But one day we all happened to meet at the corner of
the Talbot Road. I then enjoyed an entirely novel vision of my hero. He
was magnificent. The bow he made, the long sweep of the hat, would have
put d’Artagnan to shame. When I introduced them, he held her hand for a
moment, and said:
“It is indeed a great pleasure.”
It doesn’t sound very much in print, but Alice completely went under.
She blushed with pleasure, and told me afterwards that she thought he
was “a perfect old dear.” The affair lapsed for several weeks. I still
continued to call upon him, and we nearly exhausted the whole gamut of
his belongings. We even routed through old drawers where faded remnants
of ancient fustian would recall some moving episode of the past. I became
greedy for these visionary adventures.
One night, rather late, I found the little white frock. So familiar had
I become with my old friend that I was allowed to poke about his room on
my own, and ask him questions. It was a child’s frock, and it lay neatly
folded on the top of a chest in the passage. I brought it into the room,
where he was sipping his rum-and-water, and said:
“What’s this, Mr. Brancker?”