“She refused me, or if she did not actually refuse me—indeed, she did
not; she was sympathetic, almost loving, but so—indeterminate that I was
almost driven to a frenzy of despair. When one is young, one is like
that. One must have all, and at once, or go crazy with despair. For a
week I courted her day and night, and I could not make her decide. She
liked me, but she did not love me. At the end of that time, I went to
O’Bane, and I said, ‘Old man, it is your call. My part is played.’ Under
great pressure from me he consented to enter the lists, and I withheld
my hand as he had done. Even now the memory of that week of anguish when
I knew that my greatest friend was making love to my adored is almost
unbearable. At the end of the week he came to me and said, ‘Old boy, I
don’t know how I stand. She likes me, but I hardly think she loves me.’
I will not burden you with the chronicle of our strange actions which
followed. We decided that as the question was identical it should be an
open fight in a fair field, otherwise, between us, we should lose her
altogether. We would both pay court to her wherever and whenever the
opportunity occurred. And we would do so without animosity or ill-will.
The tour lasted three months, and I knew that O’Bane was winning.
There was no question about it. He was the favorite. Every minute I
was expecting to hear the dread glad tidings. And then a strange thing
happened.”
He leant back in his chair and passed his hands through his hair with a
graceful gesture.
“An uncle in Australia died and left O’Bane an enormous fortune. He was
rich beyond the dreams of avarice. The company all knew of it, and were
delighted, all—all except one person.”
He glanced towards my wife, and sighed.
“I have lived a good many years, and yet I seem to find the heart of
woman as unfathomable, as unexplorable as ever. They are to me the magic
casements opening on the night. There is no limit ... every subtle human
experience is capable of endless variation. Sophie refused to marry
O’Bane because people would think she married him for his money. The
anguish of those last weeks I shall never forget. She definitely refused
him, and I was torn between my love for O’Bane and my love for Sophie. I
can say with perfect truth—literal truth—that the fortune killed O’Bane.
When we arrived in London, he began to squander. He drank, gambled, and
led a depraved life, all because the woman he loved would not marry him.
In the spring he left the company and took a house in town. It became
the happy hunting-ground of loose characters. It is needless to say that
if Sophie wouldn’t marry him, there were plenty of other women willing
to marry a young millionaire. He became entangled with a fast and pretty
creature called Annabel Peacock. He married her, and in the following
year they had a child.”