“These were all the best years of my life, _mes enfants_, when my powers
were at their highest. My old friend Toole offered me a good part in
London. He said to me, ‘Brancker, old man, you’re wasting yourself in
the provinces. Come to town and take a lead.’ I could only press his
hand and thank him. In another week or two I was on the road again with
Sophie. As the years went by she became more and more absorbed by Terry’s
unattractive child, and more and more distressed concerning it. For you
must know that in spite of his profligate life, Terry still had left a
considerable fortune, and Annabel continued to live in the same way. And
it was the worst possible atmosphere to bring a child up in. Annabel was
kind to the child in a spasmodic way, passionate and unreliable. She
would pet it and coax it, and buy it expensive toys and dresses, and
then suddenly neglect or scold it. Sophie knew this, and all the time
she could spare she went to London and tried to help the situation. She
humored and flattered Annabel, who was quite manageable if you treated
her like this, and she did what she could to influence the early training
of the child for good. But, as you may imagine, the little minx grew up
the spit and image of her mother. She was vain, fickle, and spoilt. By
the time she was ten she thought of nothing but her looks and her frocks;
and she was indeed a very pretty child. She had all the prettiness of
her mother, with something of her father’s grace and charm. She was
encouraged to amuse the vulgar people who came to the house, and she was
allowed to listen to all the loose talk, and to sit up to any hour she
liked, unless Annabel happened to be in a contrary mood, when she would
slap the child and lock her in her room.
“‘Aunt Sophie,’ as she called her, was a favorite with Lucy, but only,
I’m afraid, because ‘Aunt Sophie’ gave her expensive toys, and lavished
her love persistently upon the child. She wrote to her nearly every day,
wherever she happened to be, and sent her little gifts.”
The old man mopped his forehead. He was evidently laboring under the
severe strain which the invoking of these memories put upon him. He
walked to the sideboard and poured himself out a glass of water, into
which he poured—an as after-thought—a tiny drop of rum. After taking two
long, meditative gulps, he resumed his seat. He seemed to have forgotten
all about our presence. He was living in the past. But suddenly he turned
to my wife and said: