The happiest time of their lives — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The happiest time of their lives
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“Mathilde is the person who made me see it. Her boy is here all the
time, trying to think of something to please her. And who have I?
Vincent has his nurses; and you have your old upholstered lady. I can’t
help wishing I had a lover. They are the only people who, as the Wayne
boy would say, ‘stick around.’ But don’t worry, Papa, I have a loyal
nature.” She was interrupted by a knock at the door, and a nurse--the
same who had been too encouraging to please her at the hospital--put in
her head and said brightly:
“You may see Mr. Farron now, Mrs. Farron.”
Adelaide turned to her father and made a little bow.
“See how I am favored,” she said, and left him.
Nothing of this mood was apparent when she entered her husband’s room,
though she noticed that the arrangement of the furniture had been
changed, and, what she disliked even more, that they had brushed his hair
in a new way. This, with his pallor and thinness, made him look strange
to her. She bent over, and laid her cheek to his almost motionless lips.
“Well, dear,” she said, “have you seen the church-warden part they have
given your hair?”
He shook his head impatiently, and she saw she had made the mistake of
trying to give the tone to an interview in which she was not the leading
character.
“Who has the room above mine, Adelaide?” he asked.
“My maid.”
“Ask her not to practice the fox-trot, will you?”
“O Vincent, she is never there.”
“My mistake,” he answered, and shut his eyes.
She repented at once.
“Of course I’ll tell her. I’m sorry that you were disturbed.” But she
was thinking only of his tone. He was not an irritable man, and he had
never used such a tone to her before. All pleasure in the interview was
over. She was actually glad when one of the nurses came in and began to
move about the room in a manner that suggested dismissal.
“Of course I’m not angry,” she said to herself. “He’s so weak one must
humor him like a child.”
She derived some satisfaction, however, from the idea of sending for her
maid Lucie and making her uncomfortable; but on her way she met Mathilde
in the hall.
“May I speak to you, Mama?” she said.
Mrs. Farron laughed.
“May you speak to me?” she said. “Why, yes; you may have the unusual
privilege. What is it?”
Mathilde followed her mother into the bedroom and shut the door.
“Pete has just been here. He has been offered a position in China.”
“In China?” said Mrs. Farron. This was the first piece of luck that had
come to her in a long time, but she did not betray the least pleasure. “I
hope it is a good one.”
“Yes, he thinks it good. He sails in two weeks.”