The happiest time of their lives — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The happiest time of their lives
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“Really, Mr. Wayne, do you feel yourself in a position to agree or
disagree? We have never consented to your engagement. We have never
thought the marriage a suitable one, have we, Papa?”
“No,” said Mr. Lanley in a tone strangely dead.
“Why is it not suitable?” asked Mrs. Wayne, as if she really hoped that
an agreement might be reached by rational discussion.
“Why?” said Adelaide, and smiled. “Dear Mrs. Wayne, these things are
rather difficult to explain. Wouldn’t it be easier for all of us if you
would just accept the statement that we think so without trying to decide
whether we are right or wrong?”
“I’m afraid it must be discussed,” answered Mrs. Wayne.
Adelaide leaned back, still with her faint smile, as if defying, though
very politely, any one to discuss it with _her_.
It was inevitable that Mrs. Wayne should turn to Mr. Lanley.
“You, too, think it unsuitable?”
He bowed gravely.
“You dislike my son?”
“Quite the contrary.”
“Then you must be able to tell me the reason.”
“I will try,” he said. He felt like a soldier called upon to defend a
lost cause. It was his cause, he couldn’t desert it. His daughter and
his granddaughter needed his protection; but he knew he was giving up
something that he valued more than his life as he began to speak. “We
feel the difference in background,” he said, “of early traditions, of
judging life from the same point of view. Such differences can be
overcome by time and money--” He stopped, for she was looking at him with
the same wondering interest, devoid of anger, with which he had seen her
study Wilsey. “I express myself badly,” he murmured.
Mrs. Wayne rose to her feet.
“The trouble isn’t with your expression,” she said.
“You mean that what I am trying to express is wrong?”
“It seems so to me.”
“What is wrong about it?”
She seemed to think over the possibilities for an instant, and then she
shook her head.
“I don’t think I could make you understand,” she answered. She said it
very gently, but it was cruel, and he turned white under the pain,
suffering all the more that she was so entirely without malice. She
turned to her son. “I’m going, Pete. Don’t you think you might as well
come, too?”
Mathilde sprang up and caught Mrs. Wayne’s hand.
“Oh, don’t go!” she cried. “Don’t take him away! You know they are trying
to separate us. Oh, Mrs. Wayne, won’t you take me in? Can’t I stay with
you while we are waiting?”
At this every one focused their eyes on Mrs. Wayne. Pete felt sorry for
his mother, knowing how she hated to make a sudden decision, knowing how
she hated to do anything disagreeable to those about her; but he never
for an instant doubted what her decision would be. Therefore he could
hardly believe his eyes when he saw her shaking her head.
“I couldn’t do that, my dear.”
“Mother!”