After a while he respectfully advised that it was no longer necessary for
me to sit on him; that he could not possibly swim back to his town, nor
walk through the mangrove swamp on either side of the river, and besides
he was needed at the oar for he knew that the white man was in a hurry to
reach Gaboon. As to the proposal that I change my seat I told him that
what was at first a matter of necessity was now a matter of choice and
that I could not be as comfortable sitting on a thwart. But one oar was
idle; and besides I was deeply moved by his anxiety to get me to Gaboon
as quickly as possible. So I relented and changed my seat, while he
crawled out and took the oar. I had a few choice bananas, which I asked
him to eat with me, and before he had finished eating we were the best of
friends; and so we were ever afterwards.
The launch _Dorothy_ (which succeeded the _Evangeline_) I usually kept
anchored well out on the bay, giving her plenty of cable. It was always
hard to get out to her in the evening and I preferred to start up the
river in the quiet of the morning but that was not always possible. One
evening we were going out to her in a canoe, preparatory to a journey,
when the sea was rougher than usual, and we had a misadventure that was
no joke at the time. In the canoe were eight natives and several trunks
and other baggage. Ndong Koni was in the stern. We soon saw that we were
overloaded but we went on, the canoe taking water more and more rapidly.
“We can’t make it,” said some one; “let us turn back.”
But to attempt to turn in such a sea would surely have swamped us;
besides, we were more than half-way to the launch.
I gave the order to go on, and every man to pull for his life. I stood up
and urged the men to their best. But it was in vain. The canoe settled
deeper in the water, which soon came almost to my knees. At last it went
under, in eighteen feet of water, and a rough sea that no white man
could swim in. Dear reader, if you should ever find yourself in such a
situation, a hopeless distance from the shore and the craft sinking into
the depths beneath your feet, let me advise you above all things to be
perfectly calm. Don’t worry. Worry will not help in the least.
I turned to Ndong Koni and said: “Ndong, if my life is to be saved I
guess it is up to you to do it.”