I went to his house and he told me the whole story of his temptation and
fall, a story that I cannot repeat here. He told it with a broken voice
and crying all the time. The school had been closed two weeks before, the
boys were all gone and nobody around. Bojedi was waiting for the English
steamer, on which he was going home. This complete idleness after his
responsible and constant work was perhaps the devil’s opportunity. Still
crying he rose at length and opening a box took out all sorts of native
riches, presents from Antyandi, native robes which must have been paid
for by white men, a fancy bed-quilt and embroidered pillow-covers.
Without saying a word, but still sobbing, he made a pile of these things
just outside his door, while I looked on not knowing what he was going
to do, until he struck a match and set fire to them. Then he remarked:
“I should have done that long ago;” which I fully admitted; or else he
should have returned them, which would have been better. The next day he
left for home.
I felt that this moral fall was peculiarly serious, much more so than
some sin of sudden impulse. It was no doubt the very crisis of his life,
a long deliberate battle in which all his moral resources were called
out and all his moral energy engaged. Victory in such a fight transforms
temptation into a purifying alembic; but to fall in such a fight means
usually to be maimed for life.
Very soon after this I left Africa. Bojedi remained at home the following
year. He was married during the year. The last letter that I received
from him was dated at Brazzaville, in the very heart of Africa, on the
Upper Congo, where he had a good position with the _Commissaire Général_.
He says: “Your letter dated at Lebanon, Indiana, August 21, 1906, was
received March 20, 1907,” after which he tells me that just before he
left his home in Benito a son was born to him, whom he has named Robert
Milligan! May his tribe increase!
XV
A LITTLE SCHOLAR
The following letter, with some slight omissions and alterations, was
written on board the English steamer _Volta_ to a little circle of
friends in America:
_S. S. “Volta,” Aug. 7, 1900._
It is three months since I left Gaboon for a health-change on the sea,
and I am just now returning. I had supposed that I would be away only a
few weeks; but the time was prolonged by the sickness and death of an
African boy whom I called my little scholar, of whom it is the purpose of
this letter to give you some account.