I greatly regretted the necessity of going on to Teneriffe; for I had
expected to be away from my work only one month and had arranged it
accordingly, and this extension of my trip would keep me away three
months and the consequences to the work distressed me. I no more enjoyed
the trip than if I had been a prisoner in irons. Besides, there was
difficulty in regard to my accommodations on board, a difficulty that
was increasing at each port as we took on more passengers. I had engaged
only a deck-passage for Ndong; but Captain Button whose kindness I
can never forget, had told me to take him into my cabin. Thus far I
had occupied the cabin alone, but I could not expect that favour to
continue longer, as other passengers were coming onboard, and already
there were two persons in each of the other cabins. The full price of
the cabin for myself and Ndong to Teneriffe and return would have been
about five hundred dollars. It was therefore a considerable favour that
I was accepting from the captain, and it was now at the cost of possible
discomfort to others. But this difficulty, I thought, would not last
long, for it did not seem that Ndong would live more than a few days.
The captain told me not to think of the matter of accommodations at all;
that he would leave me that cabin as long as he possibly could, and if it
should become impossible, he actually said that I should bring Ndong up
to his own cabin and occupy it. One would need to have been on the coast
to have any just appreciation of such extraordinary kindness towards a
little black boy. Moreover, almost every morning the captain came to my
cabin door and asked for the boy.
Again the unexpected happened. Ndong, one might almost say, neither died
nor lived. He simply lingered, and lingered on, through weary weeks.
After a while the worst of his suffering was past, but in his extreme
weakness he required almost as much attention as ever. He was quite
unable to walk and could only leave his bed as some one carried him, but
it was no difficult matter to carry him for he had rapidly wasted away
until he was no heavier than a baby. I need not relate the history of
those weeks; there were few incidents to recount; but I wish that you
might have witnessed the patience of the poor little sufferer.
He had his moments of doubt too. One day when he was talking to me, as I
lay in the adjoining berth, I told him that we must try to sleep because
that we both were sick. “You sick?” he asked. “You sick, too?”
He partly rose in his bed, and leaning his head on his hand, looked long
and wistfully at me. After a while I asked him what he was thinking of.