We did not take our usual noonday rest, for we both knew that if I should
stop walking for a little while I would be unable to go on. We usually
chatted together as we walked, but that day from noon until we reached
the beach, I do not recall that a word was spoken. Dr. Good was too wise
to express the sympathy that I knew he felt. We had always taken turns
in setting the pace; but at noon I said to him: “You go ahead; I am not
equal to the extra mental exertion of setting the pace: it will be easier
for me to keep up with you.”
The last hour of that interminable day was through a grass field where we
were exposed to the sun and the heat. The rank grass was much higher than
our heads and intercepted the sea-breeze. It also cut my arms and face
till I was covered with blood; for I was too tired to protect myself.
Each successive step required a new decision, and an effort involving
the utmost conjoint exertion of mind and body. My teeth were set and I
was breathing audibly. At last we entered a native town and as we passed
through the long street, the people and their chief, Bivinia, came
trooping forward with cordial greetings and hands extended towards us;
but I neither extended my hand nor replied to their salutations. Indeed,
my mind was so concentrated on the effort that it required to keep on
walking that I was only half-conscious of the presence and attention of
the natives; they were like forms moving to and fro in an uneasy dream.
But the longest day has an end. We reached Dr. Good’s house and I threw
myself into a chair while he dispatched a messenger to Mr. Gault who
lived two miles further, asking Mr. Gault to send men with a hammock to
carry me on to his house where I was going to stay.
It is doubtful whether one ever recovers from such an unnatural straining
of nerves and muscles. The muscles in a few days may regain their
elasticity and the joints their suppleness; but somewhat of the power of
endurance is lost and especially the quality of resiliency, the power of
quickly recovering from mental or physical prostration, leaving one an
easier victim of virulent disease; and nerves so overwrought may from
time to time wreak the vengeance of untold misery through all the after
years.