The jungle folk of Africa — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The jungle folk of Africa
John Stuart Mill · en
For a while I forgot the loss of the other carriers in thankfulness for
the company of these two men. For, however kindly the mood of the forest
by day, or however joyful the camp-fire by night in congenial company,
yet, to one alone through the night, without comfort or means of rest,
and with the possibility of being lost, the forest is truly dreadful. One
in such a plight interprets the forest through the medium of his misery
and his fear. The intolerable vastness of his prison dungeon suggests the
“outer darkness,” and the experience of a soul forsaken. I was miserably
cold and had nothing to protect me; nor had I a bed except a rubber
blanket. I kept walking back and forth on a bit of path a few yards long,
notwithstanding that I had walked all day. There was but little rest.
Occasionally I threw myself down on the rubber blanket but was so cold
that before long I rose again and began walking. Fortunately I was in
unusually good health, for Africa, or the exposure might have resulted
even more seriously than it did. My cook, Eyambe, a Batanga man, who
had worked for us at Efulen for several months, possessed the remnant
of a shirt, so much prized that he had carried it with him to the bush,
lest his numerous relatives, male and female, should wear it out in his
absence. He came to me in the darkness feeling his way, and said, “Mr.
Milligan, my shirt, you must take him and wear him, please. This bush he
no be too bad for we black man; but my heart cry for white man.”
I took it, of course, and wore it. But the cheer that I derived from the
kindness of his heart was greater than the poor comfort of the shirt.
I thanked God when morning dawned at last; but it is unnecessary to say
that I was in poor condition for walking next day, the last day of the
journey. I knew that the exposure would bring on fever and I walked
more rapidly than usual so as to reach Batanga as soon as possible. I
sometimes even ran, as if in precipitate flight from a pursuing beast.
The part of the road over which I passed that day was quite new and
poorly cleared. My clothing may not have been stout enough to withstand
the thorns and briers which I encountered; or else, in my hurry, I was
reckless. At any rate, when I emerged from the forest, behind Mr. Gault’s
house, one leg of my trousers was gone from above the knee, and the
other leg was also exposed through several rents, the remainder of the
trousers being fastened with numerous safety-pins. I was also scratched
and bleeding more than on any previous trip.