The Lady of the Ice: A Novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Lady of the Ice: A Novel
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"I tell you what it is, Macrorie," he growled, "if you ever come to ask
my help again on any occasion whatever, I'll take it as a personal
insult. I wouldn't have come this time, but I thought it was to be an
affair of honor. An affair of honor! Rot and nonsense! Dragging a
fellow over the country all day to see a couple of pistols fired in the
air! What sort of a thing do you call that? And here am I--in for it
--yes--damn it, man!--I say again--in for it--to any extent--rheumatism,
neuralgia, gout, inflammation, and fifty other things! If I
thought you'd have any of them, I'd feel satisfied. But no--you're all
right, and can afford to sit there grinning at the sufferings of a
better man than yourself."
From which it will appear that the doctor was savage, and I was not.
On reaching Quebec, O'Halloran gave us all a comprehensive invitation
to dinner.
But the doctor could not accept it. He had taken cold, and would have
to go home. Jack could not accept it. He had a very pressing
engagement. Mr. McGinty could not accept it, for he had some important
business. So O'Halloran pressed me. I alone was disengaged. I had no
rheumatism, no pressing engagement, no important business. O'Halloran
was urgent in his invitation. Our duel seemed only to have heightened
and broadened his cordiality. I was dying to see Marion--or to find out
how she was--so what did I do? Why, I leaped at the invitation, as a
matter of course.
So once more I was ushered into that comfortable and hospitable
back-parlor. Since I had been there last, what events had occurred!
O'Halloran left me for a time, and I was alone. I sat down, and thought
of that night when I had wandered forth. I thought of all the wild
fancies that had filled my brain, as I wandered about amid the storm,
listening to the howl of the wind, and the deep, sullen moan of the
river. I recalled that strange, weird superstition, which had drawn me
back once more to the house--and the deep longing and craving which had
filled my heart for one glimpse, however faint, of my Lady of the Ice.
I thought of my return--of my earnest gaze around, of the deep toll of
the midnight bell, and of the sudden revelation of that dim, shadowy
figure of a veiled lady, that stood in faint outline by the house,
which advanced to meet me as I hurried over to her.
It was quite dark. There were no lamps lighted, but the coal-fire
flickered and threw a ruddy glow about the apartment; at times leaping
up into brightness, and again dying down into dimness and obscurity.
O'Halloran had gone up-stairs, leaving me thus alone, and I sat in the
deep arm-chair with my mind full of these all-absorbing fancies; and,
in the midst of these fancies, even while I was thinking of that veiled
figure which I had seen under the shadow of the house--even thus--I
became aware of a light footfall, and a rustling dress beside me.
I turned my head with a quick movement of surprise.