The Lady of the Ice: A Novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Lady of the Ice: A Novel
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She raised her face again for a moment, and again for a moment the
thrilling glance flashed from her deep, dark eyes, and a faint smile of
heavenly sweetness beamed across the glory of her solemn face.
There!
I let the curtain drop.
I'm not good at describing love-scenes, and all that sort of thing, you
know.
What's more, I don't want to be either good or great at that.
For, if a fellow feels like a fool, you know, when he's talking
spooney, how much more like a fool must he feel when he sits down and
deliberately writes spooney! You musn't expect that sort of thing from
me at any rate--not from Macrorie. I can feel as much as any fellow,
but that's no reason why I should write it all out.
Another point.
I'm very well aware that, in the story of my love, I've gone full and
fair against the practice of the novelist. For instance, now, no
novelist would take a hero and make him fall in love with a girl, no
matter how deucedly pretty she might be, who had been in love with
another fellow, and tried to run off with him. Of course not. Very
well. Now, you see, my dear fellow, all I've got to say is this, that
I'm not a novelist. I'm an historian, an autobiographer, or any thing
else you choose. I've no imagination whatever. I rely on facts. I can't
distort them. And, what's more, if I could do so, I wouldn't, no matter
what the taste or fashion of the day might be.
There's a lot of miserable, carping sneaks about, whose business it is
to find fault with every thing, and it just occurs to me that some of
this lot may take it into their heads--notwithstanding the fads, mind
you--may take it into their heads, I say, to make the objection that it
is unnatural, when a girl has already been so madly in love, for
another fellow to win her affections in so short a time. Such fellows
are beneath notice, of course; but, for the benefit of the world at
large, and humanity in general, I beg leave to suggest a few important
points which serve to account for the above-mentioned change of
affection, and all that sort of thing:
I. The mutability of humanity.
II. The crushing effects of outrage and neglect on the strongest lore.
III. My own overwhelming claims.
IV. The daily spectacle of my love and devotion.
V. My personal beauty.
VI. The uniform of the Bobtails.
The above, I think, will suffice.
The drive back was very different from the drive down. On the way I
heard from Marion's own lips a full explanation of many of those things
which had been puzzling me for the last two months. She explained all
about the crossing of the river, though not without some hesitation,
for it was connected with her infatuation about Jack. Still, she had
got over that utterly, and, as I knew all about it, and as she had
nothing but indifference toward him, I was able to get an explanation
from her without much difficulty.