The Last Million: How They Invaded France—and England — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Last Million: How They Invaded France—and England
John Stuart Mill · en
We have been bombarded fairly regularly. We do not like it, but we can
stand it, which is all that matters—as eels probably remark while being
skinned. We are getting used, also, to the sight of sudden death and
human blood. These things affect us less than we expected. It is all a
matter of environment. If you were to see a man caught and cut in two
between a street-car and a taxi-cab in your own home town, the spectacle
would make you physically sick and might haunt you for weeks, because
such incidents are not part of the recognized routine of home town life.
But here, they are part of the day’s work: we are prepared for them: they
are what we are in the War for. And, curiously and providentially, it
seldom occurs to any of us to suspect that it may be his turn next. Thus
all-wise Nature maintains our balance for us.
We have made another interesting discovery about Nature, and that is
that habit can be stronger than instinct, and pride than either. The
first law of Nature is said to be the instinct of self-preservation. Yet
the average soldier, even in the inferno of modern warfare, gives less
trouble to his leaders when under shell-fire than when his dinner does
not come up to the usual standard, or he has run out of cigarettes.
Pride, again. This morning, two machine-gunners, namely, one Sam Gates
and our old friend Miss Sissy Smithers, observed through their loophole a
derelict German helmet lying amid the hedge of rusty barbed wire outside
the trench. The passion for souvenirs is inborn in the human race, but
most strongly developed in soldiers taking their first turn in the
trenches.
“Me for that lid!” announced Sissy.
“How are you gonna get it?” enquired his friend.
“The only way I know of. Going over the top and fetching it.”
Sam stared meditatively through the loophole, and remarked carelessly:
“You’ll wait till it gets dark, I guess.”
Human nature is a curious thing. Sissy Smithers was reckoned a quiet
youth. In civil life he earned a romantic but unheroic livelihood by
selling ladies’ hosiery. But his friend’s perfectly casual and reasonable
observation stung him to the roots of his being. His face flamed. Without
a word he scrambled upon the firing-step, heaved himself over the
parapet, walked quite deliberately to the barbed wire, and brought back
the helmet. The helmet had a chip in it. The chip was made by a German
sniper as Sissy lifted the helmet out of the wire.