"Presently we began to move on again. I don't know why I didn't speak;
perhaps I thought that our kiss had been the seal of her surrender, and
that therefore words were for the moment impertinent; by-and-by the
converse would be renewed from a fresh basis. Besides, my thoughts were
flying too fast, just then, for speech to overtake them. I was thinking
how singular had been the manner and progress of our acquaintance.
It was scarcely in accordance with what I believed to be my normal
temperament and disposition to plunge so abruptly and almost recklessly
into a new order and responsibility of life. I had fancied myself too
cautious, too cool-headed, for such an impulsive act. But it was done,
and the fact that Kate's feelings had responded to my own seemed to
justify the apparent risk. We were meant for each other, and had come
together in sheer despite of all combinations of circumstances to keep
us apart. Knowing, as we did, scarcely anything of each other as worldly
knowledge goes, we had yet felt that inward instinct and obligation to
union which made the most thorough worldly knowledge look like folly.
What would my mother say to it? How would the news be relished by her
father? I cared not; I foresaw difficulties enough in store, but none
that appalled me. After all, an honourable man and woman, honestly in
love with each other, are a match against the world, or superior to it.
Union is strength, and the union of loving hearts is the strongest
strength of all.
"'And do you want to marry me really, Tom?'
"We had gained the summit of the steep hill, and were now pacing along
the ridge. The narrow winding valley lay sheer beneath us on the right,
with the white road and the dark stream lying side by side at the
bottom of it. The crest of the opposing hillside seemed but a short
stone's-throw distant; the aroma of our privacy was the sweeter for the
pigmy droschkey, with its mannikin inmate, which was crawling along
through the dust so far below. We commanded the world, while we were
ourselves hidden from it.
"'I should rather think I did, Kate!'
"'I thought Englishmen only married as a matter of business; that they
married settlements and dowries and rank and influence, and added women
merely as a matter of custom and politeness.'
"'I am satisfied to marry for love; if that's un-English, so much the
better for me!'
"'You would take me without anything but just myself?'
"'What is worth having, compared with you?'
"'Oh Tom! But then, you cannot have just myself alone. Nobody in the
world is independent of everything--not even an American--not even an
American girl who has lived seven years in a convent! I may not be
able to bring you anything good--anything that would make me more
acceptable; but what if I were to bring you something bad--something
terrible--something that would make you shudder at me if I were ten
times as lovable as you say I am?'