This compliment fairly merited the reward which Eros immediately claimed
and took for it, and which, by its potent effect upon both giver and
receiver, made speech seem impertinent for a time. Psyche sat gazing out
across the darkened snow with her tender brown eyes, and Eros looked
fondly on her, thinking that he loved her more than anything in the
world, and that life would be a blank without her. Surely, were she to
be taken from him, all his light and warmth would depart along with her.
That passage in Mortimer's letter which suggested that it might be well
sometimes for lovers to be parted had received his unqualified, though
unuttered, disapproval. Why should such a thing have been written?
Often, since Psyche had read it to him, Eros had resolved to dismiss the
idea from his mind; but such is the perversity of human minds that the
idea remained in spite of him. It made him feel now and then really
almost uneasy. The feeling, of course, was a morbid one; common sense
and wholesome reason forbade him to entertain it. Had he no more
confidence in Providence than to believe that it would take his Psyche
from him--his Psyche, who had grown up with him from infancy? Would
the good God be so cruel as to deprive him--and at this moment of all
others--of the companionship of her whom he so loved? But the misgiving
was unworthy of him. If he could not forget it, why then he would face
it, and face it down.
He bent towards Psyche, and discovered, by some method known to lovers,
that her eyes were wet with tears. When Love is in supreme command, the
soul is more tenderly alive to various influences, and hence more prone
to sadness of a certain kind, than at any other epoch of life. But Eros
had never understood Psyche's constitutional tendency to melancholy, and
just now he found it especially inopportune.
"What makes you unhappy?" he exclaimed. "Aren't we together, and haven't
we everything we want? And ought not this evening to be the most joyful
we ever yet spent?"
She leaned her head on his shoulder, hiding a sigh. "I was wondering,
dear," she said, "whether, when we go to the real Paradise, we shall
meet and know each other there as we do now. Do you believe we shall?"
There were few problems too profound for the plummet of Eros's common
sense to sound them. "Certainly we shall, my dear!" he answered
emphatically. "What put such a question into your head?"
"But shall you love me then? And shall I be your own wife there, Eros,
as I am to be here?"
"I really don't see the use, my dear little Psyche, of bothering our
heads with such gratuitous puzzles as that. There's quite enough to
attend to in this life, without trying to guess what may happen to us
in the next. For my part, it's enough to know that we love each other
in the body, and are to be husband and wife here in this farmhouse.
There'll be time enough to speculate about other states when we are in
them."