The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
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"When I first turned the corner the three were sixty or seventy yards
distant. It struck me at once that Edna seemed to have no direct
consciousness of the stranger's presence. That is, she did not act as if
he were visible to her; though, at the same time, I could hardly doubt
that the _idea_ of him was present to her mind; and from her manner of
involuntary shrinking and starting when the Thing became particularly
demonstrative in its manner, I fancied that the words which it appeared
to address to her insinuated themselves into her brain under the form
of dismal and hateful thoughts. Perhaps, Drayton, the base or wicked
notions that sometimes creep into our minds unawares, asserting
themselves our own, are whispered to us by some evil spirit, invisible
to our sight, but capable of impressing the immaterial part of us all
the more effectively.
"As they drew near, I could no longer doubt that the Thing was viewless,
not only to Edna, but to everyone else besides myself alone. Had it
been otherwise, the figure's remarkable costume, no less than its many
eccentricities, would have drawn a great crowd in a few moments. It was
a tall fantastic apparition, clad in a black velvet cloak and doublet,
silk hose, and high-heeled shoes. On its head was a broad-brimmed hat,
with heavy plumes; there were lace ruffles at its wrists and round
its throat. A long rapier dangled by its side; its beard was gray and
peaked, but a copious powdered wig flowed out beneath the hat and rested
on the shoulders.
"Its gait, as it stalked along the pavement, was mincing and affected,
and under other circumstances I might have laughed at it. Its manner and
gestures were absurdly exaggerated and fantastic. It was continually
bowing and scraping to Edna, and seemingly making hot love to her; but
as often as she winced or shrank from it, it appeared hugely delighted,
throwing up its arms, wagging its head, and contorting its body, as if
carried away by an immoderate fit of laughter.
"The sun was shining broadly, but none of its rays seemed to fall on the
sable garments of this singular personage. In fact, though I saw him as
plainly as I now see you, Drayton, I was, nevertheless, well aware that
here was something more or less than flesh and blood. It was a being of
another state than this mortal one of ours. I say I saw him; and yet I
do not believe that it was with my natural eyesight. A deeper sense of
vision had been temporarily opened within me, and this spectre came
within its scope.