The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
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"Good! And have you or Miss Burleigh seen anything of your phantom since
then?"
"You forget that we parted only this afternoon. But I understand your
question. No, Drayton, it is there that the fate of our ancestors gives
us timely warning. We must never meet again."
"I don't consider the cases parallel; and besides," I added, with a
glance at my MS., "there is perhaps another point to be considered.
However, finish your story, if there be any more to tell."
"A little more, and then my story will be finished indeed! I am going
with the new expedition to the North Pole, and it will be my own fault
if I return. Well, after leaving her, I came straight downstairs and
hurried out. I felt as though I must go mad, or kill someone--myself
perhaps. As I stood on the doorstep, mechanically buttoning up my
ulster, I felt that creeping sickening chill once more, and knew that
the unholy Thing had passed me. I looked sharply about, and in a moment
or two I saw it, as plainly as ever. It stood on the sunlit pavement,
about fifty yards away, and appeared to be beckoning me to approach.
"I watched it for perhaps a minute, and then a sudden fury took
possession of me. My hatred against this devil which had blighted my
life and Edna's must have leapt up in my eyes, for I fancied, from
the way the phantom leered at me, that he meant to claim a sort of
relationship with me--as though I were become a devil too. Well, if I
were a devil, perhaps I might be able to inflict some torture on this my
fellow. I sprang down the steps, and set off towards it. It waited until
I had passed over more than half the intervening distance, and then it
suddenly turned and walked onward before me. So a chase began."
"Good gracious, Calbot," remonstrated I; "you don't mean to tell me you
ran after it--in the face of all London too?"
"I would have followed it to its own hell if it had led me there,"
he returned. "At first it stalked along swiftly but easily, only
occasionally cutting a grotesque caper in the air, with a flourish
of its arms and legs. It kept always the same distance in front of
me--with no effort could I lessen the interval. Nevertheless, I
gradually increased my speed almost to a run, much to the apparent
delight of the hobgoblin, who skipped with frantic glee over the cold
pavements, occasionally half facing about to wave me on. It turned the
corner of Piccadilly, and I lost sight of it for a moment; but, hurrying
up, there it was again, a short distance up the street. It made me a
profound mock obeisance, and immediately set off anew.